Bad Breath Diary January 2006
15. JANUARY 2005
Another year and no improvement. That is not good. I am kind of lost. I still do not know what is the cause of bad breath. It could be sinuses or reflux or GERD. I will probably never found out. I was asking some scientist from New Zealand Blis clinic to give me the interview for this site and they said yes. I am still waiting for the updated answer on my second email I send to them. I want to reach the right people. I think that might be scientists. I think the Blis center is on the right path finding a cure.
Also I do not think that the cause of bad breath is in bacteria at the end of the tongue. I think the reason is in liver, because liver is the center of our body and if we have a problem with immune system – the liver may be the cause.
I can see we get more and more visitors to our site. I will probably buy a proper domain so people can memorize it.
I want to make this site open to everybody and the best resource for bad breath on the web. I will dedicate my life to it. Thank you all visitors for kind words. WE WILL BEAT THIS THING. IT is not a disease, we are not crippled, just can not fight these bacteria.
If I look at my past there are many things that can contribute to it. Traumas when I was young, antibiotics, living in a house that emits radon gases etc.
Today I was thinking what if I get a kid that will inherit this problem. I was so afraid and I just decided not to have any even though nobody in ma family had bad breath. Nobody I know has a bad breath. I have never met a person that has a strong bad breath that is present all the time. I think I am the only one in my town. There is not a lot of people in the world with this problem.
But still I am wondering why people hate us. I do not get it. I think my parents would be happy if I would be dead, they are so sick of me. I think the silently wish I would pass away.
These things have changed my personality. I was completely different person years ago when I didn’t have a bad breath. I was so popular, everybody knew me. Girls started to like me, even kissed me and then suddenly at the beginning of my puberty BOOM – bad breath – the curse that destroyed me.
I had the best job in the world, I earned enough money and this bad breath destroyed it. That’s it for now.
29. JANUARY 2006
I am trying new thing. That thing about parasites inside our bodies doesn't let me sleep. Hulda Clark says almost everybody have parasites. We get them from pets, or foods, not washing hands etc.
Her remedy is made from black walnut hull, wormwood and grinded cloves. I only have grinded cloves, that I bought in the shop and grinded myself in a multipractic machine. It leaves the oil that can not be washed off so watch out to use some grinder that you do not mind being stained by cloves oil.
So I am drinking half spoon of grinded cloves with oil every day starting today.