Well I have to write something down. I think that probiotics are really connected with bad breath somehow. So I will robably take them forever :) THey are not expensive , thaa package of 16 costs 7 USD. THere were some other things happening. I met this beutiful girl, we were really talking nice, shehad some comments how the candle smells for ecxample but after that she kind of get used of it. So we went to a drink to a nearest bar and the people were just looking at me smiling like , HEY HE STINKS and at the same time they were jealous because I had such a model beside me. I did not know what to do, or to trash the whole place and beat everybody or just be quiet. I choose the secod option because I was really afraid to react and tell some people what they deserve.
I think that was it, I was a reall *censored*. I am so ashamed. I always act like a *censored* when I am on a date, because I do not know how to react. SHe later told me that I am strange and I asked her why and she said that I smile everytime she says something. I was kind of sad because of that so I blew her off, I asked her not to write to me and she has a boyfriend but somehow she gave me thinking that her relationship is not so good and that I had chances. I reacted liek a fool, I asked her that I should be her boyfriend and she did not say yes or no. She agreed to go to dinner but I *censored*ED IT UP. I BLEW HER OFF. I DID NOT WANT THAT SHE OES TO THE LIFE THAT I AM LIVING. wHAT AN IDIOT I AM. SHE WAS THE MOST BEUTIFUL GIRL I WAS EVER ON DRINK WITH. She is 9,6 (10 is max). I am such an idiot. I would have to fight for her but I blew her off. I blew off the most beutiful girl of my life. All the men were staring at her all the time because she is so pretty and she is 9 years younger thatn me. I was jealous because everybody wanted her and I knew I would somehow loose my mind because of that if we would dated.
But probably she would soon dump me when she would find out that I have bad breath for over 15 years, so I protected my heart. What a shitty life this is. I am even afraid to have kids because some people say it is hereditary but noone in my family has it. I have never met a guy who has really strong bad breath only once in my life.
We are *censored*ing cursed, and Krespi was such an asshole. He felt he is so important that he can do only 10 minutes for the interview. Well I will not do the interview with him. Not a chance. He said he will never cooperate with our site an d answer questions because he is soooooo BUSYYYYY. Yes probably true. NOT.
I am still thinking how remarkable is Dr. Yehuda, even between interview he was so nice and friendly and also he always answers allthe questions. But Krespi is different. Like all he wanna do is to take your money. Well he said that I should post his number on this site so he can get more costumers.
And he acted like he is a higher race or something, not friendly, totally non simpatetic.
Let someone ale do the interview with him for this site, I will not.
23. October
Jesus crist I was hurt today. I went out and people were racting really badly. Like they wanted to just lock me somewhere. I was in a bar and the girl opened the door, but I am not sure if because of me or the guys that just started smoking. Also the girl that I invited to go out with me everything is *censored*ed. I think like all the mother*censored*ers in the world can so easily *censored* me off for just a one *censored*ING mistake. Like I have to always be careful what to say or they *censored* me off. Bastards. *censored* this bad breath, I will go to *censored*ing India and just *censored*ing meditate to the rest of my life. What else is there for me, paying my *censored*ing karma, that I do not know what sins I did in my previous life. *censored* that *censored*ing life, I am so sick living like that. And if i defend myself than all the shit let loose. Nobody sticks on my side. People *censored* me off so easily, and if I would not have this *censored*ing disgusting bad breath all the people will be nice. I would have a *censored*ing best job in the world, best *censored*ing girls that are there. *censored* this bad breath, *censored* it really hard. My teeth is so healthy, white, my gums are healthy, i brush 3 times a day, floss 10 times a day and have this illness. *censored* the guy who cause me this misery. I think god just created us so we can *censored* with our lives. That is so smart, like *censored*ing watching ants living from day to day. Really smart *censored*er.
Bad Breath Halitosis
http://www.badbreathhalitosis.com/article.php/BadBreathDiarySeptember-October2006