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I'm so devastated

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 7:32 am
by Halina
Hello Everybody, I'm writing this from home i didn't go to the office today
i feel like i can't stand being with people anymore...

First, let me tell you a little about my horrible life...... i suffered from bulimia for 16 years no one knows about this and i think i'm cured now (two-month bulimia free)
a smoker for 16 years and i stopped it (it's been a week now)

i know i had bb since school days...but i didn't think about it seriously at that time
college years i guess were fine

2009 my bb became too noticeable and only at that time i realized that i have a big problem (HALITOSIS)
i tried everything you can think about, i spent lots of money (hard earned money)
i use hydrogen peroxide mouthwash, sea salt and sodium b toothpaste
i floss, water floss and use a neti pot with salty water and GSE, scrape my tongue with both orabrush and tung brush, gargle with tea tree oil, salt, GSE oil, oil pulling coconut oil....
i take probiotics, green smoothies, Activia yogurt, no sugar diet only stevia sweetener
i tried therabreath, smart mouth (gave an awful after taste)
i took the metronidazole for two weeks along with the probiotics (just in case i have the H pylori)
Vitamin C, ACV with honey and warm water
all kind of gum, mints, spray, and lozenges

I went to ENT, five different dentists, i had regular teeth cleaning, teeth whitening and deep gum cleaning (scaling) it was too painful but i would try anything to cure me...
i have five crowns and one implanted tooth with no issues, i had an x-ray and my dentist swore i'm fine and i shouldn't think about bb anymore....(100% sure she is trying to comfort me probably because there is no cure for me)
when i floss there is no smell on the tape, no smell when i lick my wrist, i don't have tonsil stones nor post nasal drip, ((but i do have nose allergy)) ... my mouth always not fresh i can feel it...


i always suffered from the toe fungus and white tongue so I recently started taking Candida cleanse purely holistic and i ended up having terrible constipation (bowel movement only once a week) imagine!!!
and guess what yesterday my stool was only mucus and blood (and that's scared me like hell)
i'm going to see my doctor (Gastroenterologist) today and i'll fix an appointment for the colonoscopy and gastroscopy (my worst nightmares but i will do it anyway)


i reached to the point that i think i started harming my body so bad because of this curse
i ordered oral biotics and MAG o7 colon cleanse but i kinda hopeless now and i think there is no cure for me

why God, why i'm suffering from this, here in UAE the majority population are Muslims and now it's Ramadan they are fasting (no food no water for more than fifteen hours) and they don't smell!!

and i'm doing everything and still getting the worst judgments, reactions, and comments since i was at school (people offers me gum, mints...cough, rub their noses) my husband always asks if i farted!!!! my daughter begs me to stop breathing from my nose when i'm too close to her
my mother in law always always offers me mints (btw she is a smoker but she does not smell)
can you imagine how embarrassing when your bosses, coworkers offers you gum while you are talking to them and insist you should take it (O God i'm crying right now.....)

People thinks i'm weird and i don't like to social and have friends, while i'm not i'm just a poor miserable woman who is suffering alone i want to die so soon i just can't take it anymore

please somebody help me please please please

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 10:06 am
by mindspace
You have PATM(people are allergic to me).There is a PATM forum in medhelp.org site-there's more information about this situation.PATM is due to toxic body.Its likely that you don't have bad breath but maybe you have body odor.Candida diet helps but what is the most effective is liver cleanses and colon cleanses.Don't take antibiotics anymore-that leads to more reactions from-extremely coughs,rub noses,itchiness,sneezing.When you take antibiotics fungi(candida) and mycotoxins(black mold) are growing and that increases these allergic reactions.It's not easy ot get rid of PATM-because is very serious condition-you should read more and more to help yourself.Traditional medicine can't cure PATM.Holicists/naturopaths are more likely to help with PATM

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 10:17 am
by Cureplzz
I'm so sorry op your post sounds like something I could of wrote myself I actually just got my candida cleanse purely holistic in the mail I had big hopes for it but reading your post I don't I'm only 25 I've had bb since 12 years old I've never lived my life I'm so depressed at this point.

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 10:50 am
by Halina
mindspace wrote:You have PATM(people are allergic to me).There is a PATM forum in medhelp.org site-there's more information about this situation.PATM is due to toxic body.Its likely that you don't have bad breath but maybe you have body odor.Candida diet helps but what is the most effective is liver cleanses and colon cleanses.Don't take antibiotics anymore-that leads to more reactions from-extremely coughs,rub noses,itchiness,sneezing.When you take antibiotics fungi(candida) and mycotoxins(black mold) are growing and that increases these allergic reactions.It's not easy ot get rid of PATM-because is very serious condition-you should read more and more to help yourself.Traditional medicine can't cure PATM.Holicists/naturopaths are more likely to help with PATM
Thank you for your reply, but i'm a bit cofused now, why my daughter asks me to breath away from her, why people offers me gums!!!

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 10:53 am
by Halina
Cureplzz wrote:I'm so sorry op your post sounds like something I could of wrote myself I actually just got my candida cleanse purely holistic in the mail I had big hopes for it but reading your post I don't I'm only 25 I've had bb since 12 years old I've never lived my life I'm so depressed at this point.
Please please be careful ask your doctor, read the negative reviews on amazon before you start taking this product
i'm too scared now i have this severe constipation and the bloody mucus stool (it's not a good sign)

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 12:21 pm
by Robert20
Have you ever tried the bleach method?

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2017 2:12 pm
by deedee8
I could have wrote this post myself as well. I just resigned from my job (2nd one) out of complete humiliation. I can't take another day of being singled out. judged.. made fun of.. I feel hopeless, but then I read everyones post and I know I'm not alone. I don't have the answers, but lets continue to build each other up. Post what's working and things we're trying. I'm sure the source of the problem may vary from each of us, but our "world experiences" and our "people interactions" appear to be the same. Know you're not alone and you have so much to contribute to this world. For what ever reason we are experiencing this horrendous affliction, but I know there is a silver lining somewhere through this, that will make us stronger, better people.

I'm here for everyone, please don't give up hope.. Because if you do, we all do... This morning I woke up hopeless, depressed.. But in this moment, I feel I'm ready to FIGHT it!!

Big hugs to everyone, you're not alone!

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 4:53 am
by Halina
Halina wrote:Hello Everybody, I'm writing this from home i didn't go to the office today
i feel like i can't stand being with people anymore...

First, let me tell you a little about my horrible life...... i suffered from bulimia for 16 years no one knows about this and i think i'm cured now (two-month bulimia free)
a smoker for 16 years and i stopped it (it's been a week now)

i know i had bb since school days...but i didn't think about it seriously at that time
college years i guess were fine

2009 my bb became too noticeable and only at that time i realized that i have a big problem (HALITOSIS)
i tried everything you can think about, i spent lots of money (hard earned money)
i use hydrogen peroxide mouthwash, sea salt and sodium b toothpaste
i floss, water floss and use a neti pot with salty water and GSE, scrape my tongue with both orabrush and tung brush, gargle with tea tree oil, salt, GSE oil, oil pulling coconut oil....
i take probiotics, green smoothies, Activia yogurt, no sugar diet only stevia sweetener
i tried therabreath, smart mouth (gave an awful after taste)
i took the metronidazole for two weeks along with the probiotics (just in case i have the H pylori)
Vitamin C, ACV with honey and warm water
all kind of gum, mints, spray, and lozenges

I went to ENT, five different dentists, i had regular teeth cleaning, teeth whitening and deep gum cleaning (scaling) it was too painful but i would try anything to cure me...
i have five crowns and one implanted tooth with no issues, i had an x-ray and my dentist swore i'm fine and i shouldn't think about bb anymore....(100% sure she is trying to comfort me probably because there is no cure for me)
when i floss there is no smell on the tape, no smell when i lick my wrist, i don't have tonsil stones nor post nasal drip, ((but i do have nose allergy)) ... my mouth always not fresh i can feel it...


i always suffered from the toe fungus and white tongue so I recently started taking Candida cleanse purely holistic and i ended up having terrible constipation (bowel movement only once a week) imagine!!!
and guess what yesterday my stool was only mucus and blood (and that's scared me like hell)
i'm going to see my doctor (Gastroenterologist) today and i'll fix an appointment for the colonoscopy and gastroscopy (my worst nightmares but i will do it anyway)


i reached to the point that i think i started harming my body so bad because of this curse
i ordered oral biotics and MAG o7 colon cleanse but i kinda hopeless now and i think there is no cure for me

why God, why i'm suffering from this, here in UAE the majority population are Muslims and now it's Ramadan they are fasting (no food no water for more than fifteen hours) and they don't smell!!

and i'm doing everything and still getting the worst judgments, reactions, and comments since i was at school (people offers me gum, mints...cough, rub their noses) my husband always asks if i farted!!!! my daughter begs me to stop breathing from my nose when i'm too close to her
my mother in law always always offers me mints (btw she is a smoker but she does not smell)
can you imagine how embarrassing when your bosses, coworkers offers you gum while you are talking to them and insist you should take it (O God i'm crying right now.....)

People thinks i'm weird and i don't like to social and have friends, while i'm not i'm just a poor miserable woman who is suffering alone i want to die so soon i just can't take it anymore

please somebody help me please please please
Update:
It's morning time here and I'm writing from the hospital
Yesterday i saw my doctor and told him about the blood and mucus and the constipation,,,
He asked me to do blood test, stool test, ultra sound and blowing test
Also he presciped for me Movical to help me with the constipation
I took the sachet yesterday evening and nothing has happened
Now i'm doing the blowing test for the H Pylori
To be honest i've some hope that he will find the cause of my bb with these tests although i didn't tell him about it "i was too embarrassed specially because my husband was with me"

Please don't take any medication or supplement without your doctor consultation


Wish me luck :)

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 4:54 am
by Halina
Robert20 wrote:Have you ever tried the bleach method?
No i'm too scared to try it

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 4:59 am
by Halina
deedee8 wrote:I could have wrote this post myself as well. I just resigned from my job (2nd one) out of complete humiliation. I can't take another day of being singled out. judged.. made fun of.. I feel hopeless, but then I read everyones post and I know I'm not alone. I don't have the answers, but lets continue to build each other up. Post what's working and things we're trying. I'm sure the source of the problem may vary from each of us, but our "world experiences" and our "people interactions" appear to be the same. Know you're not alone and you have so much to contribute to this world. For what ever reason we are experiencing this horrendous affliction, but I know there is a silver lining somewhere through this, that will make us stronger, better people.

I'm here for everyone, please don't give up hope.. Because if you do, we all do... This morning I woke up hopeless, depressed.. But in this moment, I feel I'm ready to FIGHT it!!

Big hugs to everyone, you're not alone!

So sorry for your job loss but i'm sure you will find a better one
Thank you for your nice words
I really hope we will find the cure someday and we will forget about all the sadness and frustration we've been through

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 5:02 am
by letsgetcured
Wow...
Hope you are doing well by now..?

Thank you for sharing this because I was about to purchase a candida cleanse and now Im a bit skeptical about it.This is such a humiliating experience because it makes you feel like what did I do to deserve this? I sometimes would rather lose a leg or something than to have bad breath. At least you're not offending anybody and they'll feel sorry for you. With bad breath, people always think that they can make fun of you because you can easily choose to brush your teeth but you don't because you're dirty..and thats not the case! I probably brush and floss more than anybody I know.

I have a boyfriend I have been with and he doesn't ask me if I farted lol thank gosh but he does rub his nose quite a few times a day when we are together and its usually always right when I start talking so I know its because of me. The good thing is at least you have someone. Since he's already your husband what do you have to lose by telling him about this issue and getting him to help? Im sure he already knows about this and probably doesn't want to bring it up first.

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 5:44 am
by Cureplzz
Halina wrote:
Halina wrote:Hello Everybody, I'm writing this from home i didn't go to the office today
i feel like i can't stand being with people anymore...

First, let me tell you a little about my horrible life...... i suffered from bulimia for 16 years no one knows about this and i think i'm cured now (two-month bulimia free)
a smoker for 16 years and i stopped it (it's been a week now)

i know i had bb since school days...but i didn't think about it seriously at that time
college years i guess were fine

2009 my bb became too noticeable and only at that time i realized that i have a big problem (HALITOSIS)
i tried everything you can think about, i spent lots of money (hard earned money)
i use hydrogen peroxide mouthwash, sea salt and sodium b toothpaste
i floss, water floss and use a neti pot with salty water and GSE, scrape my tongue with both orabrush and tung brush, gargle with tea tree oil, salt, GSE oil, oil pulling coconut oil....
i take probiotics, green smoothies, Activia yogurt, no sugar diet only stevia sweetener
i tried therabreath, smart mouth (gave an awful after taste)
i took the metronidazole for two weeks along with the probiotics (just in case i have the H pylori)
Vitamin C, ACV with honey and warm water
all kind of gum, mints, spray, and lozenges

I went to ENT, five different dentists, i had regular teeth cleaning, teeth whitening and deep gum cleaning (scaling) it was too painful but i would try anything to cure me...
i have five crowns and one implanted tooth with no issues, i had an x-ray and my dentist swore i'm fine and i shouldn't think about bb anymore....(100% sure she is trying to comfort me probably because there is no cure for me)
when i floss there is no smell on the tape, no smell when i lick my wrist, i don't have tonsil stones nor post nasal drip, ((but i do have nose allergy)) ... my mouth always not fresh i can feel it...


i always suffered from the toe fungus and white tongue so I recently started taking Candida cleanse purely holistic and i ended up having terrible constipation (bowel movement only once a week) imagine!!!
and guess what yesterday my stool was only mucus and blood (and that's scared me like hell)
i'm going to see my doctor (Gastroenterologist) today and i'll fix an appointment for the colonoscopy and gastroscopy (my worst nightmares but i will do it anyway)


i reached to the point that i think i started harming my body so bad because of this curse
i ordered oral biotics and MAG o7 colon cleanse but i kinda hopeless now and i think there is no cure for me

why God, why i'm suffering from this, here in UAE the majority population are Muslims and now it's Ramadan they are fasting (no food no water for more than fifteen hours) and they don't smell!!

and i'm doing everything and still getting the worst judgments, reactions, and comments since i was at school (people offers me gum, mints...cough, rub their noses) my husband always asks if i farted!!!! my daughter begs me to stop breathing from my nose when i'm too close to her
my mother in law always always offers me mints (btw she is a smoker but she does not smell)
can you imagine how embarrassing when your bosses, coworkers offers you gum while you are talking to them and insist you should take it (O God i'm crying right now.....)

People thinks i'm weird and i don't like to social and have friends, while i'm not i'm just a poor miserable woman who is suffering alone i want to die so soon i just can't take it anymore

please somebody help me please please please
Update:
It's morning time here and I'm writing from the hospital
Yesterday i saw my doctor and told him about the blood and mucus and the constipation,,,
He asked me to do blood test, stool test, ultra sound and blowing test
Also he presciped for me Movical to help me with the constipation
I took the sachet yesterday evening and nothing has happened
Now i'm doing the blowing test for the H Pylori
To be honest i've some hope that he will find the cause of my bb with these tests although i didn't tell him about it "i was too embarrassed specially because my husband was with me"

Please don't take any medication or supplement without your doctor consultation


Wish me luck :)
I'm also sooooo scared and embarrased to bring it up to my doctor I'm very sure she can smell it I have a bf of 8 years and we still to this day haven't talked about it he knows I have bb but doesn't make me feel bad about it he acts as if it doesn't exist. I want to die sometimes in hopes that when they cut my body open they find the cause of my bb. It has stolen my whole life

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 5:47 am
by Cureplzz
How do I create a post????

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 8:21 am
by Halina
letsgetcured wrote:Wow...
Hope you are doing well by now..?

Thank you for sharing this because I was about to purchase a candida cleanse and now Im a bit skeptical about it.This is such a humiliating experience because it makes you feel like what did I do to deserve this? I sometimes would rather lose a leg or something than to have bad breath. At least you're not offending anybody and they'll feel sorry for you. With bad breath, people always think that they can make fun of you because you can easily choose to brush your teeth but you don't because you're dirty..and thats not the case! I probably brush and floss more than anybody I know.

I have a boyfriend I have been with and he doesn't ask me if I farted lol thank gosh but he does rub his nose quite a few times a day when we are together and its usually always right when I start talking so I know its because of me. The good thing is at least you have someone. Since he's already your husband what do you have to lose by telling him about this issue and getting him to help? Im sure he already knows about this and probably doesn't want to bring it up first.


You know we are different and our bodies act differently I suggest you ask your doctor before start taking any supplement,
although my doctor didn't say anything negative about the candida cleanse in facts he said it should not cause this constipation :shock:

Re: I'm so devastated

Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2017 8:27 am
by Halina
Cureplzz wrote:
Halina wrote:
Halina wrote:Hello Everybody, I'm writing this from home i didn't go to the office today
i feel like i can't stand being with people anymore...

First, let me tell you a little about my horrible life...... i suffered from bulimia for 16 years no one knows about this and i think i'm cured now (two-month bulimia free)
a smoker for 16 years and i stopped it (it's been a week now)

i know i had bb since school days...but i didn't think about it seriously at that time
college years i guess were fine

2009 my bb became too noticeable and only at that time i realized that i have a big problem (HALITOSIS)
i tried everything you can think about, i spent lots of money (hard earned money)
i use hydrogen peroxide mouthwash, sea salt and sodium b toothpaste
i floss, water floss and use a neti pot with salty water and GSE, scrape my tongue with both orabrush and tung brush, gargle with tea tree oil, salt, GSE oil, oil pulling coconut oil....
i take probiotics, green smoothies, Activia yogurt, no sugar diet only stevia sweetener
i tried therabreath, smart mouth (gave an awful after taste)
i took the metronidazole for two weeks along with the probiotics (just in case i have the H pylori)
Vitamin C, ACV with honey and warm water
all kind of gum, mints, spray, and lozenges

I went to ENT, five different dentists, i had regular teeth cleaning, teeth whitening and deep gum cleaning (scaling) it was too painful but i would try anything to cure me...
i have five crowns and one implanted tooth with no issues, i had an x-ray and my dentist swore i'm fine and i shouldn't think about bb anymore....(100% sure she is trying to comfort me probably because there is no cure for me)
when i floss there is no smell on the tape, no smell when i lick my wrist, i don't have tonsil stones nor post nasal drip, ((but i do have nose allergy)) ... my mouth always not fresh i can feel it...


i always suffered from the toe fungus and white tongue so I recently started taking Candida cleanse purely holistic and i ended up having terrible constipation (bowel movement only once a week) imagine!!!
and guess what yesterday my stool was only mucus and blood (and that's scared me like hell)
i'm going to see my doctor (Gastroenterologist) today and i'll fix an appointment for the colonoscopy and gastroscopy (my worst nightmares but i will do it anyway)


i reached to the point that i think i started harming my body so bad because of this curse
i ordered oral biotics and MAG o7 colon cleanse but i kinda hopeless now and i think there is no cure for me

why God, why i'm suffering from this, here in UAE the majority population are Muslims and now it's Ramadan they are fasting (no food no water for more than fifteen hours) and they don't smell!!

and i'm doing everything and still getting the worst judgments, reactions, and comments since i was at school (people offers me gum, mints...cough, rub their noses) my husband always asks if i farted!!!! my daughter begs me to stop breathing from my nose when i'm too close to her
my mother in law always always offers me mints (btw she is a smoker but she does not smell)
can you imagine how embarrassing when your bosses, coworkers offers you gum while you are talking to them and insist you should take it (O God i'm crying right now.....)

People thinks i'm weird and i don't like to social and have friends, while i'm not i'm just a poor miserable woman who is suffering alone i want to die so soon i just can't take it anymore

please somebody help me please please please
Update:
It's morning time here and I'm writing from the hospital
Yesterday i saw my doctor and told him about the blood and mucus and the constipation,,,
He asked me to do blood test, stool test, ultra sound and blowing test
Also he presciped for me Movical to help me with the constipation
I took the sachet yesterday evening and nothing has happened
Now i'm doing the blowing test for the H Pylori
To be honest i've some hope that he will find the cause of my bb with these tests although i didn't tell him about it "i was too embarrassed specially because my husband was with me"

Please don't take any medication or supplement without your doctor consultation


Wish me luck :)
I'm also sooooo scared and embarrased to bring it up to my doctor I'm very sure she can smell it I have a bf of 8 years and we still to this day haven't talked about it he knows I have bb but doesn't make me feel bad about it he acts as if it doesn't exist. I want to die sometimes in hopes that when they cut my body open they find the cause of my bb. It has stolen my whole life

OMG i think all of us have the same horrible thoughts
you know my husband is very kind and he is such a nice guy, he will never say anything that may hurt my feelings
my assumption is somehow i was able to hide my bb from him or he got used to it so he is not smelling it only when it's becoming too bad :-k