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So how is everyone coping/feeling?
So how is everyone coping/feeling?
Well for me im feeling ok at the moment, I’m enjoying my job, even though I get the odd reaction from people, but im coping.
Being by myself is killing me, can you die from loneliness? I’m definitely missing the intimacy with another person…the hugz, kissez and the late night chats…uggh…life!
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I know how you feel thantos, sometimes i feel better off being by myself, because its a such a task being around people and trying not to expose them to your smell.thanatos wrote:This condition has been affecting me badly as of late (because of my jobs where I have to talk to a bunch of people).
I don't want to talk or even be around people. Although being lonely without contact with people is painful, it is actually refreshing and desirable compared to having to deal with people reacting to my breath all day when I'm working.
When I'm by myself, I find some peace & sadly this state of being alone is now what I define as me being OK & that is quite sad when I think about it.
At times i forget that i have this illness, then it would be that one person to rub their nose even when there standing about 5 feet away, then i realise how severe my odour is and how far can reach!!
Being a receptionist im in contact with people everyday, some react some dont..ive kind of got a few techniques that i use to kind of hide that fact that i have bad breath. They work occasionally,.. lol...when a person is done talking to me i always watch them as they walk away to see if there going to rub their nose, or if there is more than one person i watch their reactions to each other as they leave…it so crazy.
Any mention of bad breath or chew gum, or any reference to bad smell in conversations, sends my blood pressure so high, coz I always think it some sort of cheap shot! (maybe it isnt sometimes!) I just usually stay quiet or find some way of leaving the reception. Uggh…they just don’t understand!
I started considering quitting my job again.. There are just too many people I have to interact with there.. Well, not really interact with, but I have to move around constantly.. I'm sure I'm stinking up the whole place
But if I quit.. what would I do? There's no other job out there anymore befitting really. It's a problem no matter what I do or where I go. s*****e makes a lot of sense to me these days.. But as long as I still have doubts about it I know I won't go through with it.
There are still a few things I've yet to try..
I started a new job this week and two of my coworkers asked me out to lunch to welcome me to the area. I accepted their invititation because I did not want to appear rude, but inside I was dying. I appreciated their sincerity but knew my secret would soon be revealed and it was. They were both really professional and very nice about it. Needless to say I will be eating alone from here on out.
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Did they say anything to you at all? OR did you notice them twitching their noses during lunch or something? I know how you feel. I have had similar situations too. I"m sure we all have. I do a bunch of tricks to find out if it stinks at that time. Sometimes i will purposely talk in someone's face just to find out if it stinks at a particular time. Some people rub their noses, and some people don't...I still think it stinks whether they do or not. It gets pretty bad.destined wrote:I feel your pain and I experience the same agony all day long.
I started a new job this week and two of my coworkers asked me out to lunch to welcome me to the area. I accepted their invititation because I did not want to appear rude, but inside I was dying. I appreciated their sincerity but knew my secret would soon be revealed and it was. They were both really professional and very nice about it. Needless to say I will be eating alone from here on out.
I really want this to work so badly. I look around me and people that I know are earning really well when I have the same or higher qualifications than them. I can also sing professionally, which I love very much aside from playing the flute. But needless to say, they are adding to my depression!!!
I feel gratitude to God regardless of my situation as He is a loving God. He provides my husband a very good income that enables him to provide well for our family. But I also want to contribute especially when I really can.
I am feeling really down lately. I am seriously considering doing something to my lingual tonsils.
i guess i feel bad because so many people who don't understand bb automatically think you are a bad person if you have it. there's no connection between the two things, but that's still the reality. if you smell, you are considered a bad person.
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i have been unemployed for 4 months and 2 days now. my mother has been talking bad things on me, of how i am a bum and useless etc... i feel like i hit rock bottom. there is no where for me to go. i am unable to live a life. i really want to kill myself..for several times this past week now but doesnt have the strenght to end my miserable life... i cant take it anymore. i dont know whats going to happen. i feel like crying.