Tonight many of my close friends reacted...

Eric · Post by **Eric** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 5:15 am

It was stupid of me to think that I could go to the party and drink beer and nothing would happen. But I did anyway because I so badly wanted to fit in. I started drinking and so many of my close friends were reacting that I was motivated to leave the place and seek refuge here. I have so much empathy for fellow sufferers; utopia to me is an island where we all live together. No reactions, no comments, no nose-itching.

The only hope I gleaned from tonight was that if I don't drink alcohol my BB will at least stay at an 'acceptable' level. I'm 21 years old and I will never enjoy sitting at a bar...

nelly · Post by **nelly** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 11:36 am

When it comes to bb and alcohol, I have my experiences. Just for the smell of it, I should stay away from beer. It triggers bacteriamud. Purer alcohol, gin for example, will more knock breath down for a while. But always mind your dosage.

thanatos · Post by **thanatos** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 6:02 pm

bleh · Post by **bleh** » Mon Apr 14, 2008 7:27 pm

Eric · Post by **Eric** » Tue Apr 15, 2008 4:01 am

For sure on the Blue Moon thing. I like how the day after some pretend there is no problem, some are nice and avoid the subject, and some kind of want to show they care, but hard for them to say it. I don't blame them. Luckily, some of them still understand where I'm coming from.

Busted · Post by **Busted** » Sat May 03, 2008 12:04 pm

I think only kniwing one person who has the same problem could make a hue difference, cause right now it still feels like you don't belong there in that bar with your friends.

Hanging out with yourself all the time blows.