What is your profession
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What is your profession
I was just really curious what people do here for a living. How do you guys get by? It's hard enough getting a job, but to get a job and hold on to one is well even tougher. I was more curious about Jimi since he is running this site with his own time and money. What do you do?
i lost my job yesterday, i was working as a events staff, i told everyone there, f**k off thats enought, and i went home, even me im 21 i young and look well, but BB is killing me, i know i can't find another job, so i ll spend all my money on BB product and drinks,
sometimes i think about car crash, so my family will think that i didn't killed myself. ***k that...........
when i see a couple in street, i cry inside, i wish that i have GF and get married......... and my family knows about BB, but they think its nt chronic bb, they keep telling me, U DIDN'T FIND A GIRL YET???? cos i have a big familly, im nt living with them, but strong contact, they callk me every 4-5 days, i don't know...., and i can't go back home becose i have residence problem, my mom i know she will cry all her life, im the youngest boy, ?????????
sorry my friends im drinking nd i start talking out of subject, and sorry abt my ENGLISH, my wrriting english its nt that perfect as talking with BB.....
CHeeeeeeeeeeeeers
god help us look at us we are suffring inside harder than any other medical problems, Please do somthing.....................
sometimes i think about car crash, so my family will think that i didn't killed myself. ***k that...........
when i see a couple in street, i cry inside, i wish that i have GF and get married......... and my family knows about BB, but they think its nt chronic bb, they keep telling me, U DIDN'T FIND A GIRL YET???? cos i have a big familly, im nt living with them, but strong contact, they callk me every 4-5 days, i don't know...., and i can't go back home becose i have residence problem, my mom i know she will cry all her life, im the youngest boy, ?????????
sorry my friends im drinking nd i start talking out of subject, and sorry abt my ENGLISH, my wrriting english its nt that perfect as talking with BB.....
CHeeeeeeeeeeeeers
god help us look at us we are suffring inside harder than any other medical problems, Please do somthing.....................
i was with dentist last week, he sad that i have no problem, he cleaned my teeth but i still have bb, he told me to use mouthwashers, i told him f**k off you dont know nothing, then i ordred k-force kit, so im waitting to try, i d'ont know, i think there is no cure, cos even we will find the cure someday, u still think about ur breath every day, myb bb is back myb no, u keep think about it all ur life, not like normal people.....anywhey..
f***k that
f***k that
I teach English to kids.
Today was a really bad day... Only my second class of the day, I could already smell it in the backdraft. It was strong, required very little backdraft for me to sense it. Makes me ****ing sick. I haven't changed my habits at all. What the ***k is wrong with me.
Often times they think someone farted, because that's exactly what it smells like.
Nice kids just grin and bear it, maybe put their hand on or around their nose .. Others make obnoxious comments.
I can't really say I get by... it's killing me...
But I do the best I can. First, I move all the kids desks much further back than they usually are.. I often speak in directions away from any individual.. So when I write on the whiteboard, I take that opportunity to say as much as I can... I don't speak directly toward someone if they're within 3 feet.. I just can't do it.. I feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack.
I also pop a vitamin C throat lozenge every once in a while.. but saliva in the mouth doesn't seem to stop it... It's like it's coming straight from my throat.... But a dry mouth makes it even worse.
Yeah, anyway everything I do isn't enough.. They're kids, so they put up with it.. The younger ones don't notice it so much.. the older ones make wise cracks.
I tire of this life. I want help.. I want cured. I say it all the time.. but it's a ****ing nightmare.. Normal people could never fathom this hell.
Today was a really bad day... Only my second class of the day, I could already smell it in the backdraft. It was strong, required very little backdraft for me to sense it. Makes me ****ing sick. I haven't changed my habits at all. What the ***k is wrong with me.
Often times they think someone farted, because that's exactly what it smells like.
Nice kids just grin and bear it, maybe put their hand on or around their nose .. Others make obnoxious comments.
I can't really say I get by... it's killing me...
But I do the best I can. First, I move all the kids desks much further back than they usually are.. I often speak in directions away from any individual.. So when I write on the whiteboard, I take that opportunity to say as much as I can... I don't speak directly toward someone if they're within 3 feet.. I just can't do it.. I feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack.
I also pop a vitamin C throat lozenge every once in a while.. but saliva in the mouth doesn't seem to stop it... It's like it's coming straight from my throat.... But a dry mouth makes it even worse.
Yeah, anyway everything I do isn't enough.. They're kids, so they put up with it.. The younger ones don't notice it so much.. the older ones make wise cracks.
I tire of this life. I want help.. I want cured. I say it all the time.. but it's a ****ing nightmare.. Normal people could never fathom this hell.