Just don't care (sometimes)

[billie]

Today one of my clients wanted to give me toothpaste
Can you believe it !!!
He told me that he uses it too and that he also used mouthwash.
The weird thing is that i didn't feel anything i mean, I didn't felt embarresed or mad.
A lot of times i feel embarresed when someone wants me to know that i stink, but i notice more and more that i'm getting more insensitive.

A week ago a guy from the neighbourhood wanted to ask me something, Then suddenly he realized that i was that stinky girl and he was like aaaaargh uhhhhhhm no just forget about it and he walked away very fast


Whatever.

[Hank]

Yep, sometimes you just don't care. I think you just get tired of worrying about it. As for me, I have a job now with little contact with co-workers and clients, so I've been able to cope better. And I have a handful of friends who don't react to it (basically they just put up with it). Anyway, it kind of puts me in a state of denial. So everytime I get some courage up to do "normal" things, like go to parties, meet new people, I have to remind myself of the problem. Sometimes I go forward regardless. Sometimes, I let it defeat me. Just goes with the territory I guess. Ya know, I'd really like to have a friendship with someone on this site. I think I'd do all of us a lot of good. Dying to know what my shit breath smells like and how bad it really is, and if it fluctuates.

Hank