, where you can express anger, sadness, sorrow etc. I've tried to make friends at school with a few girls-but it never happens. One girl from school lives pretty close to me so a few months ago I tried to be friends with her and ask her to hang out. She was like sure at first-let's go to the movies but then when the day came we were supposed to go she's like oh I fell asleep. So I invited her to lunch after that and she was like oh I can't I don't have money. So I was like I'll treat you and she's like no that's ok. So after that I just tried to be cordial to her but not ask her to hang out anymore cause I feel desperate and pathetic for friends.
This is really torture. I know some days my breath is 10 X worse than other days but because I can't smell it-I don't know when it's not so bad so I just became a hermit and not talk to people. I know that's half the reason I can't make friends too is because I'm so afraid to talk that I just have this "***k off" attitude so that people won't wanna talk to me. I've totally given up on mints and gum 'cause it seems like sometimes when I use those I get worse reactions.
I really wish someone would have mercy on me...
