its been 13 LONG LONELY years

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ive been lurking for a few months and was never going to post EVER! even in the virtual world im selfconcious about my bad breath. but meowkitty's success has helped me come out.

and panic attacks and feel like im ready to die bc im not really living. ive written a will and have a trust fund in place to provide for my childrens education and boarding school. im just tired and

this is my last resort.

I am told I am exceptionall beautiful by lots of people, but I have bb. I do not know the cause of it or cure.