I'm starting a new job on Monday, scared to hell
Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2010 12:44 am
Hello everyone,
First of all this is a great site, thank you Jimi.
I have BB for more than 5 years. When I first realized it, it didn't bother me much cause I thought it to be temporary. However, as the years passed it got worse. I tried so hard to cover it when I was with my last girlfriend (we broke up about a year ago for a different reason). Gums, mouth spray, mouthwash, and everything else you can think of. I couldn't enjoy the time I spent with her. It's like I'm living in hell. Even after a complete ritual of mouth cleanup, BB comes back in 30 minutes. I have to control myself all the time, cause I hate to see that weird reaction in people's faces after I talk. In my last job, I was like a mute. Some people come and ask me why I don't talk. A few of them have never heard me speaking at all.
I quit my last job for a better one which I'm starting on Monday. I'm pretty comfortable and confident on the phone, guess that's the reason I got this new job. Yet I'm scared to hell now, cause I will have a lot to learn in the first few months which means I will need to ask questions etc. I will probably try to go brush my teeth on every chance I got, still it won't last even 1 hour. This is quite hard to explain it to someone else, but I know you DO understand.
My dentist says my teeth are fine. I've seen people with horrible dental hygiene. For example, there's this guy in my last job who has terrible teeth, cavities + gingivitis, yet he doesn't have BB and he is 10 times more self-confident than me.
Honestly speaking, if I had enough money in the bank so I won't need to work ever again, I would just stay home. It's too painful out there. It hurts to be around people.
First of all this is a great site, thank you Jimi.
I have BB for more than 5 years. When I first realized it, it didn't bother me much cause I thought it to be temporary. However, as the years passed it got worse. I tried so hard to cover it when I was with my last girlfriend (we broke up about a year ago for a different reason). Gums, mouth spray, mouthwash, and everything else you can think of. I couldn't enjoy the time I spent with her. It's like I'm living in hell. Even after a complete ritual of mouth cleanup, BB comes back in 30 minutes. I have to control myself all the time, cause I hate to see that weird reaction in people's faces after I talk. In my last job, I was like a mute. Some people come and ask me why I don't talk. A few of them have never heard me speaking at all.
I quit my last job for a better one which I'm starting on Monday. I'm pretty comfortable and confident on the phone, guess that's the reason I got this new job. Yet I'm scared to hell now, cause I will have a lot to learn in the first few months which means I will need to ask questions etc. I will probably try to go brush my teeth on every chance I got, still it won't last even 1 hour. This is quite hard to explain it to someone else, but I know you DO understand.
My dentist says my teeth are fine. I've seen people with horrible dental hygiene. For example, there's this guy in my last job who has terrible teeth, cavities + gingivitis, yet he doesn't have BB and he is 10 times more self-confident than me.
Honestly speaking, if I had enough money in the bank so I won't need to work ever again, I would just stay home. It's too painful out there. It hurts to be around people.