Is it all in my head?
Posted: Sat Jun 18, 2011 12:27 am
Hi:
I am new but have been reading this site for a few days. I do not know what to do. I am very well liked by people around me. I feel really loved and cared for and have many friends. People ask me to go out with them, hug me, and tell me that they enjoy my presence. The problem is - my breath. I notice sometimes that people do put their hand up to their nose when talking to me or rub their nose a lot - or frankly, stand back. The last straw was when I was with a friend outside and not only did she stand back, but she took a couple of leaves off a bush and started smelling them. Bad sign.
I floss. I carry a toothbrush, toothpaste, a tongue scraper, and mouthwash with me. I brush after every meal and sometimes just because. I see a therapist and am sure to brush before seeing the therapist. I chew lots of gum and carry therabreath mints. I cover my mouth when I talk. I had bad breath as a child due to extreme neglect (did not brush teeth for years - very neglectful parents). I still, amazingly, had friends though.
Now I am super careful and am grateful to God that the dentist always says I have a healthy mouth after the neglectful childhood.
After the whole "friend smelling leaves" to avoid my bad breath and having more people step back from me, I decided to really start scraping. I tried the Therabreath "routine" but it only took away all taste. I read that a lot of people use the Therabreath toothpaste so maybe I can try that. I have a small white film on my tongue and more on the back of my tongue. With scraping and brushing, I get rid of almost all of it. I never see any "gunk" in the back of my throat or white things. Once while brushing, I brushed my tonsils and it smelled bad. But since then after brushing my tonsils, it did not smell again. I have tried the "breathing into hand" test, blow up towards my nose, do the lick test all of the time where I lick my hand - nothing.
But I know I must have bad breath because people stand back from me. I asked my roommate who is my good friend if I had bad breath. She said, "I do not think that is something you need to worry about. You brush your teeth like a million times a day. I have never smelled bad breath coming off of you." But at the same time I believe I have overheard (for sure) my other roommate telling my other roommate that I had really bad breath.
So, I am not sure, due to lick test, that it is all in my head. But I do not feel that I am that crazy. I wish I did not have bad breath like my friends around me. I do not know what to do. I am so embarrassed that I do not want to talk to people anymore, even from far away. I do not want to be in the same room with people really. I started eating in my bedroom because I just do not want to overwhelm my roommates with my bad breath.
I have been reading on here and wonder if I have parasites.
I am just curious if it is possible to have bad breath despite the lick test?
Thanks.
dbwPeace
I am new but have been reading this site for a few days. I do not know what to do. I am very well liked by people around me. I feel really loved and cared for and have many friends. People ask me to go out with them, hug me, and tell me that they enjoy my presence. The problem is - my breath. I notice sometimes that people do put their hand up to their nose when talking to me or rub their nose a lot - or frankly, stand back. The last straw was when I was with a friend outside and not only did she stand back, but she took a couple of leaves off a bush and started smelling them. Bad sign.
I floss. I carry a toothbrush, toothpaste, a tongue scraper, and mouthwash with me. I brush after every meal and sometimes just because. I see a therapist and am sure to brush before seeing the therapist. I chew lots of gum and carry therabreath mints. I cover my mouth when I talk. I had bad breath as a child due to extreme neglect (did not brush teeth for years - very neglectful parents). I still, amazingly, had friends though.
Now I am super careful and am grateful to God that the dentist always says I have a healthy mouth after the neglectful childhood.
After the whole "friend smelling leaves" to avoid my bad breath and having more people step back from me, I decided to really start scraping. I tried the Therabreath "routine" but it only took away all taste. I read that a lot of people use the Therabreath toothpaste so maybe I can try that. I have a small white film on my tongue and more on the back of my tongue. With scraping and brushing, I get rid of almost all of it. I never see any "gunk" in the back of my throat or white things. Once while brushing, I brushed my tonsils and it smelled bad. But since then after brushing my tonsils, it did not smell again. I have tried the "breathing into hand" test, blow up towards my nose, do the lick test all of the time where I lick my hand - nothing.
But I know I must have bad breath because people stand back from me. I asked my roommate who is my good friend if I had bad breath. She said, "I do not think that is something you need to worry about. You brush your teeth like a million times a day. I have never smelled bad breath coming off of you." But at the same time I believe I have overheard (for sure) my other roommate telling my other roommate that I had really bad breath.
So, I am not sure, due to lick test, that it is all in my head. But I do not feel that I am that crazy. I wish I did not have bad breath like my friends around me. I do not know what to do. I am so embarrassed that I do not want to talk to people anymore, even from far away. I do not want to be in the same room with people really. I started eating in my bedroom because I just do not want to overwhelm my roommates with my bad breath.
I have been reading on here and wonder if I have parasites.
I am just curious if it is possible to have bad breath despite the lick test?
Thanks.
dbwPeace