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Im doomed and I cant take it anymore
Im doomed and I cant take it anymore
I was speaking with my father a little bit ago. I said I would like to visit.. but asked if he could help me with some doctors appointments and things if I came home and visited.. This is me reaching out for help Dad.. And he says I can't, because I have no insurance... And he's right, it would be so expensive.
I don't even know what I'm looking for... I just need help. I need some help and some direction and a reason to think this is ever going to stop.
If there's no way I can begin to try to solve this again, why should I even visit home? So I can embarrass myself in front of everyone? It's excruciating.. it's cruel. It's disgusting and weird and it logically makes no sense.
Why can't I close my eyes and wake up, and be someone else, somewhere else.. Or not be sick??? It feels like a nightmare, so why does it just keep going and going and going, every second of every day, the same shit, the same worries.. the same brief satisfactions shutdown by something that seems completely counter productive to being human.
I'm not saying I'd do it, but if anyone's arranging a group s*****e I kind of want to be there with them.
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Im only 16 years old and I have to wake up knowing that there is like a 5% chance that I will be cured. I have to live knowing that I will never have a wife or kids, and i will be lonely when im older. I cant get a girlfriend now and i probably never will, im assuming my parents will think im gay because of this . I feel like my life is such a waste. I hate when my family lie to me, this is the worst thing about bad breath. My own parents and sister lie to me whenever I ask them about it, even my asshole freinds tell me i have it, but my parents cant! Im angry at them for letting me suffer and also very confused. Its going to be a rough life when I finish growing up, so im trying to have as much fun as a teen as possible. I am honestly very scared mewkitty, im afraid
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