Hello-My life story(bad breath from nose and mouth),never leave hope

[Saafir99]

Hello Bb—
I literally hate that kind of life compromising on food too.....
Due to this i have compromised on everything .....
Talking with people, being in crowd , watching movies in theatres..... many more a boy this age can do.....
The only thing i enjoy is food and sleep......
Thats it buddy......
Ill just wait for my insurance and if it is confirmed that will put a end and ill keep a quit sign to my life.....
These many years i am with hope and stayed strong that i can get cured.....
But if that hope vanishes there is nothing i can do .....
Instead of dying mentally inside daily , its better to end it once......
Life doesnot make any sense living like this.....
I know how much i miss the old me ..... The charming and the compassionete me.....
But now its all hiding from people......
Hate this kind of life......
May be the only thing that bothers me in ending me is my parents.....
Because whenever we think of making a questionable decision we need to make sure that it doesnot affect others..... i cant really imagine my parents and family , friends who loves me so much.....
But i am dying inside literally ......
Let me hope for best..... it will be do or die thats it.....

Totally feel your message, i'm so hopeless right now, hating life, why can i have a normal life? why can't i go to parties like the rest of humans, or eat a pizza without feeling bad because it will give me more bb? i want to have a normal conversation face to face with someone. I want to have a girlfriend and kiss her all day long. I want to go to see a movie without having reactions from all people around me. I want to be free to travel all around the world without worrying to keep on a diet. I want to get a job and advance on my career, but this ****ing problem destroys you a lot. My personality have changed since i have it, and i'm scared of my future. I don't want my life to be determined for this shit. I've been consideering putting an end point too, my family is the only thing that stops me for doing it, but i also know that i'm giving them so much pain since they see me all stucked and isolated with this problem.

I've been trying lots of stuff, candida diet, reflux diet, threatments for sinusitis, for reflux, and nothing worked. Doctors have done all kinds of exams, and almost everything is normal, except for certain low/up levels of thyroids/liver or immune system, but anything conclusive or dramatic. A couple of weeks ago i discover this terrible TMAU thing, and i think i have it since my breath is terrible, and i get most of the reactions from nasal breathing, it is some fecal smell, according to the little i've been able to smell from the back of my tongue, and at these point i don't know if i have bad body odor since i can't smell myself, and have little sens of smell most of the time. Certain times i have the typical armpit smell or feet smell, But i still i only get reactions when i do certain involuntary movement down my throat, when taking a deep breathing, when i speak, or when i swallow saliva or food. It can be felt a lots of metters away. Even i have noticed people feel it in other rooms, even if i have my door closed.

I have read that some people with acquired TMAU or TMAU2 have got cured, and from what i have read, your oral/nasal bb (same as mine) appeared at certain age, i mean, i don't remember having this problem all my life, it appeared when i was 19 years old and struggle lot of stress, anxiety, bad habits in college like smoking lots of weed, don't sleeping well or skipping meals. So maybe with a low choline diet and zinc, c vitamine and charcoal, and mindfullness/meditation we can reduce the problem a lot, or maybe solve it. The problem i have is that here in my country nobody knows about TMAU, and there isn't any lab that makes the test. I need to work and struggle the stress of being with people which will judge me, to save money and do the test somewhere else. Anyways, i'm not considering s*****e totally for the moment, first i want to try the threatment and see what happens. That is my position for the moment. If it don't works, i don't know what will be of myself. Having this odor for the rest of my life is unimaginable, and i don't want to live that way.

https://www.curezone.org/forums/am.asp?i=2355110

Thyroid can cause bb from nose and mouth. And sometimes it can be fixed with iodine supplement or thyroid medication.

[Saafir99]

Also long term anxiety can cause such problem that your body dont absorp all nutrition.

[winter]

Hello BB--
I will have to try the diet buddy,
Yeah sure i will first cnsult a TMAU specialist and then go for the exam.
No one wants to end this beautiful life ,I really know the meaning of it.
I cannot really imagine me the way i lived 5 years ago and now.
The way i mentally changed and physically due to depression and all the stuff.
I too thought like you many times to go into woods far from people and live but
the problem is i will have to answer many people why ?????
and not only me, my parents have to answer many people why?
You can understand it if you are an indian.....
I literally break down sometimes memorising my parents smile .....
what if i end it?
They are never gonna smile again for their whole life
I know how much they love me .
The two thoughts which are not allowing me either ways
1)people who s*****e are the ones who wants to end their pain but not life.
2)s*****e just passes on pain to someone
Why did i get this.....i literally get on my knees and cry sometimes.
Is that a curse for me?
I got good friends,family,****ing wealth more than enough to live a luxurious life till my grave without working but i am missing me , and i am afriad may be i cannot be the same anymore.
I cannot talk to a person on face which is making the life essence go wrong.
Share happiness live happily .....This is what i am few years ago.
Now its all u to myself.Hiding,stopping breath .

Anyways there will be no end to this agony if i keep on sharing but it would be better if i can concentrate on the treatment first.But i will have to wait a month.In the mean while , i will try the diet u said.

If you are rich and don't have to work, don't stress yourself out unnecessarily. Netflix, games, books, buy a car and drive yourself to less crowded places, hiking, fishing... There are a lot of things to enjoy on your own.

Are you going to see doctor paulose?

[winter]

Any girl open for dating ? i need a girlfriend lol, i am male based in maryland, baltimore my email, [email protected]

New account spamming the same thing over and over again. Are you a BB sufferer or do you have a fetish?

[BB---]

Hello BB--
I will have to try the diet buddy,
Yeah sure i will first cnsult a TMAU specialist and then go for the exam.
No one wants to end this beautiful life ,I really know the meaning of it.
I cannot really imagine me the way i lived 5 years ago and now.
The way i mentally changed and physically due to depression and all the stuff.
I too thought like you many times to go into woods far from people and live but
the problem is i will have to answer many people why ?????
and not only me, my parents have to answer many people why?
You can understand it if you are an indian.....
I literally break down sometimes memorising my parents smile .....
what if i end it?
They are never gonna smile again for their whole life
I know how much they love me .
The two thoughts which are not allowing me either ways
1)people who s*****e are the ones who wants to end their pain but not life.
2)s*****e just passes on pain to someone
Why did i get this.....i literally get on my knees and cry sometimes.
Is that a curse for me?
I got good friends,family,****ing wealth more than enough to live a luxurious life till my grave without working but i am missing me , and i am afriad may be i cannot be the same anymore.
I cannot talk to a person on face which is making the life essence go wrong.
Share happiness live happily .....This is what i am few years ago.
Now its all u to myself.Hiding,stopping breath .

Anyways there will be no end to this agony if i keep on sharing but it would be better if i can concentrate on the treatment first.But i will have to wait a month.In the mean while , i will try the diet u said.

I am white, still I totally understand where you are coming from.
Boy, so many times did I think about what may I have done wrong to deserve this.
Eventually, I realized I did nothing wrong. I am clean. Most likely, I just lost the genetic lottery. Or, some event happened that screwed me up.

Either way, I have no fault in this. But it's my duty to solve it and to help other people who have the same issue.

In fact, now forget about ending your life and even go live far away etc. Erase these thoughts.
You gotta focus on how to solve this issue with our help. There are so many items you haven't checked out so don't give up.
The diets are a good start. If they don't work, at least you'll feel reassured about eating gluten and milk without any sense of guilt!
The thyroid thing that was being suggested could also be worth investigating.

[rinitico]

Hey rinitco,
buddy,I think we will have to consider now gut more now
We will try tests like
1)SIBO
2)H Pyr
3)IgG
4)Vitamin D def
and TMAU may be.....
If u can prefer lets talk in phone once may be this weekend

That'll be cool, somehow your case sounds a lot like mine.
1)SIBO i haven't done the test
2)H pyr, they took biopsies when i have an endoscopy and appear negative for helicobacter, but anyway i'm thinking to do the breath test.
3)IgG i don't know if you're talking about immunoglobulin IgG, if it's that, i have normal levels according to the exam.
4) I took vitamin D3 exam, with normal levels, don't know if it's sufficient to conclude i don't have a vitamin d def.
Maybe the possibility of the thyroids, or having stress/anxiety for so long.
Did you problem start at a time of high levels of anxiety/ stress/ depression?

[rinitico]

https://www.curezone.org/forums/am.asp?i=2355110

Thyroid can cause bb from nose and mouth. And sometimes it can be fixed with iodine supplement or thyroid medication.

Thanks Saafir, totally i'll be considering that option in the near future. And i'm hoping that having mind busy at work all day + meditation will decrease my stress/anxiety levels. Did you suffer from thyroids?

[nenis]

Hello winter.
How many days can i survive like that.
What about my passion of working in wind energy field.
What about my passion of travelling the world.
The solution you prescribed is a temporary one but not in a long manner
What can i answer my parents and the society?
In deed they matter. In my country.

[nenis]

Hey saafir,
I will have to consider them too. the thyroids .
Thank you for your information.

[sopo]

Hi Nenis. Sent you PM. I'm from India.

[winter]

Hello winter.
How many days can i survive like that.
What about my passion of working in wind energy field.
What about my passion of travelling the world.
The solution you prescribed is a temporary one but not in a long manner
What can i answer my parents and the society?
In deed they matter. In my country.

The search for cure has to continue. But at the same time, you have to keep yourself sane.

My dream is to travel around the world too. I'm upfront with my parents. They aren't taking it well and insist I should still work. But I'm not relying on them for my daily expenses, so I just ignored their advice. I'll only start to stress out when my meager savings start to run out.

[nenis]

Hello all..... I dont know why i couldnot add a new topic.....
But i need to clear a thing.
1)Does the bad breath gets worse at nights for everyone of you?

[lolla123]

Hello all..... I dont know why i couldnot add a new topic.....
But i need to clear a thing.
1)Does the bad breath gets worse at nights for everyone of you?

How do you know if it does? The thing about this problem is that most of the time you can rely on people’s reactions and your own sense of detection through taste or smell but who knows if what you taste or even smell is the same or as bad/good as what others detect on your breath? How are you sure that just because your taste is off that your breath must be bad too? This is not helpful to your question sorry but I want to understand how we can be sure of the degree of our bb is it just more reactions?

[nenis]

hey lolla,
I can feel it during nights.In this whole journey nothing is more clear than the reactions from people.After 8pm it gets more.I mean the reactions are more.

[nenis]

Hello all , i need as many relevant replies from you people
In the next week i am going to an ENT.
What are all the possible ways that bb comes related to ENT. I need as many relevant ones. No need to mention tonsils as i have already removed them with tonsillectomy.
I will just note down each and everything ad go to an ENT and as him to check.
I need as many relevant ones as possible.....