Unsure and helpless

[simple]

Swansea, sounds like depression, for which therapy helps (I did it too). I lift myself by doing enjoyable things, such as drawing, walks in nature, listening to music, interesting/meaningful work. You should find your little moments of joy and purpose in life that don’t necessitate close human interactions. Those who have a “why” to live can bear any “how”.

Couldnt agree more - it’s so disheartening when your best friends lie to you. Living in constant fear and distrust.
I don’t feel like living anymore and I’m 27, wish things were different.