Yea I know you are not allowed to be yourself. You can't express yourself and stuff. But what I'm trying to say is that things could be worse. At least you have some friends, I know you still can't really be satisfied especially if you compare your life to like 99% of the people who can just open their mouths and say whatever they want to, but still there are some who do not have a life at all and do not even have one friend, because of this problem. It's hard to make some new friends, but you're lucky that you have some friends who already know about your problem and don't leave you out because of it.findacure wrote:
Even when im around friends or family, im still trying not to expose them to the stench that im giving off,
Oh life!
Btw, if you don't want to hang out with them, you have a choice too now. Just say no and hang out with yourself. There's no need to hang out with froends you don't really want to hang out with.findacure wrote:Yeah, but if i didnt have BB, i would have so many friends i wouldnt have time to hang out with them all, im very sociable but this problem hinders me, making it very difficult to be myself..
But they could think the exact same thing. Perhaps they don't want to hang out with you. And one of the reasons could be your bb problem and the personality you show as a result of your bb problem. I know it wouldn't be fair, but there's nothing we can do about it.
Yea, it would be great for like one day. But I don't think I would really want this. This is just what your bb forces you to want to do. I think the interesting part of life is actually that you are supposed to meet new people and make a lot of friends, but unfortenately we can't really do that and apparently we weren't suppose to. But in my opinion anything that bb forces you to think or want to think or want to do is not part of me. It's just a consequence of this bb problem.mike987 wrote:sure, it'd be great if i could spend the rest of my life alone, reading books, watching movies, playing videogames, and working out in a far off underground dome seperated from the rest of humanity.... but that existence is impossible.