actually my throat has been MORE irritated the last couple days - that's why i'm a bit nervous about taking the mastic. i don't know if it's a sign that my breath is going to get worse.
so this morning at about 930 am i drank the other half of the essence and didn't experience any nausea today at the same dosage. woke up with my usual bb, i think. and breath seemed to be kind of under control after drinking the essence. went to work early afternoon and chewed some soaked mastic on the way.
i think id din't have fecal breath, and my mouth tasted ok. (as in tasted only a little bad instead of horrible) but again after a little over an hour, i could smell the metallic and "stinky saliva" breath. i guess there's it's not as bad as usual, but whatever that i'm taking is not helping that, as much as the fecal odor.
it is now 430 pm. i just flossed to check the odor on my floss. there was a slight fecal odor between 2-3 teeth (i'm now chewing some soaked mastic as i type. by the way, sometimes it becomes chewing-gum like right away. sometimes it just becomes a messy sticky mass that gets glued to my teeth and fingers like crazy. when that happens, i take it out and try another blob and use the new blob to try to get rid of the stuff stuck to my teeth). there's no getting away from the "sticky saliva/morning breath" smell. even stronger is the metallic smell - but again, not as much as usual. what i smell on the floss is pretty much consistent with what i could smell that's not pleasant from my own breath.
before i got home, i wanted to get rid of the increasing bad taste in my mouth, so i ate a bag of doritos. (i eat just to get rid of my natural tastes in my mouth often.) that was at least a half hour ago. now even after drinking a glass of grapefruit juice, and chewing 2 blobs of mastic, i can still smell the remaining doritos scent in my mouth when i chew. it overpowers even the mastic.
i think larc and some others have mentioned that food smell stays a long time in their mouth, i'm the same way. but i'm surprised that even WITH the mastic in my mouth, i can still smell the doritos after so long.
the thing is, i didn't even feel like having it, certainly didn't want to have junk food, and certainly didn't want to have food that i KNEW would likely leave a taste/smell for a long time in my mouth. but sometimes it's precisely that kind of food that i go for, because i need something strong to get rid of that taste/smell right away, not even when i'm with company. but just for myself when i'm alone.
ok, i just flossed again after chewing the mastic for 20 mins or so, and the morning breath smell is still there. oh well. and i am starting to get that nauseous feeling after chewing on it all this time.
the other thing that i've noticed the last couple days - i don't know if i'm imagining things.
my mouth feels really warm, almost like it's hot today. others, including cyber, have mentioned the warm wafty feeling in their mouth. i usually have that too, but like today it's particularly uncomfortable because of the HOT feeling. the air in there also feels even heavier than usual.
am i crazy? i feel kind of crazy. how am i going to tell the doc stuff like this?
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