Tonight many of my close friends reacted...
Posted: Mon Apr 14, 2008 5:15 am
It was stupid of me to think that I could go to the party and drink beer and nothing would happen. But I did anyway because I so badly wanted to fit in. I started drinking and so many of my close friends were reacting that I was motivated to leave the place and seek refuge here. I have so much empathy for fellow sufferers; utopia to me is an island where we all live together. No reactions, no comments, no nose-itching.
The only hope I gleaned from tonight was that if I don't drink alcohol my BB will at least stay at an 'acceptable' level. I'm 21 years old and I will never enjoy sitting at a bar...![Brick wall ](*,)](./images/smilies/eusa_wall.gif)
The only hope I gleaned from tonight was that if I don't drink alcohol my BB will at least stay at an 'acceptable' level. I'm 21 years old and I will never enjoy sitting at a bar...
![Brick wall ](*,)](./images/smilies/eusa_wall.gif)