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I'm such a damn rebel...OH YEA

Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 3:18 pm
by perrymason
I've decided to "***k IT ALL" and continue living my life. I'm tired of having to spend 30 minutes 2 times a day doing this bullshit routine, only to have it not work.

For 4 days i've skipped TUNG brushing, yogurt, vitamin C, oranges, salt water gargling, nasal irrigation, and have just been sitting around my house like a bum listening to music. My parents really don't care because they know how bummed out my life is right now. My tongue is almost pure white and I can tell ya, it feels great. You know why? because i just don't give a shit anymore. Over the summer i'll visit my ENT again and i'll most likely start my regiment up again, but til then ***k it all.

I was @ Walmart this morning to pick up some groceries, and I just let it out. It feeeeels sooooooooo gooooood :D. I spoke face to face with people and didnt even bother to look @ the reactions. I let out continuous yawns in line and didn't really care. Thing is, I need to address the CAUSE of my bad breath instead of the symptoms (which is fecal breath and nose odor). Cleaning my tongue and Vitamin C, tung brush blahblah, all that is only helping my tongue and oral area, not my nose. I'm gonna ask my ENT for antibiotics to help clear my system (she's a nice lady, she'll prolly do it just to make me satisfied). After that, i'm stacking up on yogurt and Vitamin C to repopulate my mouth and body.

Guys, when stressed out, just LET IT OUT! If people know you have bad breath, don't try to hide it in front of them. Speak FREEEEELY, because the worst that can happen is, they'll smell your funky breath....which they already know you have. Don't be so down on yourself, God plans his things out and we're nice people, we have good things coming our way. Enjoy many of the other things in life because I am not gonnna bum my self over this. Guys, TBH, I think getting rid of this bad breath is as simple as being OVERLY assertive with your doctor/ENT. Find a new ENT if the one you're with is a piece of shit cuntface (90% are). Take it easy guys, have a good summer. I'll post replies to this or I will post again on this forum when I'm back from my next ENT appointment.(july) HIATUS.

Word of encouragement - pervy19

Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 8:48 pm
by Busted
Yea, **** everything in this life. I'm really tired too I speak into someone's face too. They can make jokes about me, laugh at me. It's not going to hurt me anymore cause I have got no self esteem left anymore. Sometimes when I feel bad I just remind myself again that I do not have a life and never had one. So nothing really matters that much anymore. I better try to enjoy myself a little. Just pretend I'm alive when in fact I'm already dead.

Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 8:54 pm
by perrymason
Busted! You, noptical, and oceanside are the only reasons I found this forum. I followed you guys from healthboards onto here. Read the doomsday stories here for a long time, then decided to register in frustration.

Remember the good things that actually exist. s*****e shouldn't be a thought, because there are things that are worse.

<3 ya man \:D/

Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 10:59 pm
by Archimonde
Quote from Fight Club:

" It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything"

Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 10:56 am
by Busted
Why do so many people who suffer from this problem hesitate to register. Maybe because the whole thingis stil considered a taboo. We never want to admit we have CH. yes, on a forum it's easy, but in real life. :?