depressed when my date asks me to spend weekend with him
Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 5:54 am
This weekend he has a plan, to leave New York and spend the whole weekend with him in New Jersey.
I'm so depresssed. I can't imagine. I will be out of my control then, I will be out of reach of my stuff, my diet, my alone time....I can't imagine the night to stay with him, the morning when I awake... oh my God, no! never! I have to turn it down. And at last he will loose patience, doubt what is my feeling to him, and left, and I was a guilty one.
I am so depressed!
I'm so depresssed. I can't imagine. I will be out of my control then, I will be out of reach of my stuff, my diet, my alone time....I can't imagine the night to stay with him, the morning when I awake... oh my God, no! never! I have to turn it down. And at last he will loose patience, doubt what is my feeling to him, and left, and I was a guilty one.
I am so depressed!