broken heart
Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 4:15 am
Well I had my molar old filling removed last week on Thursday and I sure had high expectations, I even started having a different taste in my mouth something sweet and my smell senses were more acute, my morning bb wasn't too bad, I just needed to test my breath on unsuspected people. Today my sisters, brother and brother-in-laws came over and I confirmed what I was so afraid of, I still have bb! I made an effort to enjoy their company and to find little things to do so as to not be next to anyone but as time went by I begun to feel real bad. I been feeling so let down by God, doctors, dentist ect. I am fighting hard not to cry because I am not the type to do so when my hubby and children are around, I really wish I was alone so that I can let this frustration out! I prayed and ask God why He is taking so long to help us/me and to give me patience and courage and what comes to my mind is what I have read here, some of you have gone through hell at work and so fort and still have the courage to keep fighting by trying to find solutions. I find hope in this and also I am listening to hymn songs to bring up my faith and heal my broken heart.
