From that on, I have been very aware of my problem when I interact with people and try to keep a safe distant. Every year at work, our company has a Christmas party and we sit chair to chair right next to each other. I'm very conscious of my breath problem so I try to speak in a "gentle" way, I do open my mouth and speak normally but I know that I can't scream at the top of my lung otherwise the person next to me would know that I have bad breath right away

The thing about my breath is that I notice it is way better if I had eaten something than an empty stomach. So whenever I come to the Christmas party, I eat whatever I like and it seems like the smell of the food is masking my bad breath.
I work in the accounting field so I do interact with people on a daily basis. I stand by people’s cubicles and have normal to very long conversation with them. Sometimes I even lean toward their monitors. No reaction from my co-workers at all. It looks like none of my co-workers is even aware of my bad breath. Nobody has ever offered me gum or leaned back or scratched their noses at all when I speak; probably because I try to keep a safe distant of at least 2 feet away from them, lol
I brush my teeth twice a day but I only floss once a day. I suffer bad breath since 12 years old and for the next 17 years until I’ m 29 now, I never cleaned or scraped my tongue (eew) because nobody let me know that I need to clean my tongue. I have started to brush and scrap my tongue in the last few weeks and it seems like my breath is a tiny bit better, maybe the bad breath got reduced by 10% at most.
I do not use mouthwash because I know that mouthwash does not work and I’m paranoid that any kind of mouthwash out there can have adverse effects on my current level of bad breath and make it worst. The only time that I use mouthwash (Therabreath) is when I go to see my dentist 2 times a year. I use it to mask my bad breath for an hour to hide this embarrassing disease from her.
I’m 29 and have never had a girl friend and probably never will have one due to my problem. I do not believe there will be a cure for this and I’m accepting this reality that I will live the rest of my life with this disease. On the other hand, I still have a normal life in which I can interact with people on a daily basis because I know that I don’t have to speak inches away from their faces.