Psychological scar that remains after getting cured
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:18 am
Car refused to crank or nothin yesterday and had to take the train to my voluntary aged-care job i jus started. I kept looking around for even a nose scratchin or something but no one was lookin at me/ triying to back off, people dropped off, got on and no one remained standing just to avoid sitting beside me.
i keep my earphones in everytime i have to get on a train/bus but the girl who sat next to me prodded me/ started a conversation which didnt seem to be making her feel like she was talking straight into a toilet.
Im always looking/ sniffing around and even holding my breath for prolonged periods of time and can't seem to accept the reality that my bad breath is gone. even my 2 younger cousins arent teasing me anymore and tellin me to brush my teeth with poop to give my mouth an odor slightly better than my breath
I just moved to the middle of my class and reply kindly when talked to but dont keep the conversation going cause i LOATH every single person in my classes who giggled, laughed and constantly sprayed perfume when i was around. my only true family are the friends of mine who laughed straight in my face, covered their noses and even cracked jokes about my breath right in my face and did the best they could to keep me from killing my self like studying at my place, going with me whenever they went for drive throughs and entering shops to buy things for me when they knew i couldnt.
Since ive just monitored posts for closed to a year on this forum and havnt posted much I think its best that i stay off the site than keep on ''speculating'' and bothering some people with my posts. Thnk you all: KT.Halitosisux.Meowkitty.Cured,Jimi to mention a few for keeping me sane through my bad breath period....hope everyone gets to find their bad breath's kryptonite sometime soon. love P
i keep my earphones in everytime i have to get on a train/bus but the girl who sat next to me prodded me/ started a conversation which didnt seem to be making her feel like she was talking straight into a toilet.
Im always looking/ sniffing around and even holding my breath for prolonged periods of time and can't seem to accept the reality that my bad breath is gone. even my 2 younger cousins arent teasing me anymore and tellin me to brush my teeth with poop to give my mouth an odor slightly better than my breath
I just moved to the middle of my class and reply kindly when talked to but dont keep the conversation going cause i LOATH every single person in my classes who giggled, laughed and constantly sprayed perfume when i was around. my only true family are the friends of mine who laughed straight in my face, covered their noses and even cracked jokes about my breath right in my face and did the best they could to keep me from killing my self like studying at my place, going with me whenever they went for drive throughs and entering shops to buy things for me when they knew i couldnt.
Since ive just monitored posts for closed to a year on this forum and havnt posted much I think its best that i stay off the site than keep on ''speculating'' and bothering some people with my posts. Thnk you all: KT.Halitosisux.Meowkitty.Cured,Jimi to mention a few for keeping me sane through my bad breath period....hope everyone gets to find their bad breath's kryptonite sometime soon. love P