My diary
Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 9:35 pm
Here is how I view it: bb provokes high emotional peaks. Anger, sadness, shame, isolation, guiltiness. It weakens critical mind, we rely less on logic and rationality, which is not the best for our case: for the moment there is ironically not an awareness movement because bb sufferers have hard time structuring real time action and relying onto each other, I observe isolated actions, ideas, some of them converge, but it's a minority. I know that most doctors don't care, don't know, etc etc. But on a rational point of view, it doesn't change the fact that I have BB and that it is not the best strategy to go from point A to point B.
So, I have halitosis, if I am precise:
-white tongue
-post nasal drip, sometimes I do have sinus ache.
-Went to a gastroboy, according to him, nothing special, he gave me some anti acid for 3 months, it was better.
-Sometimes when I eat, I have a hard time swallowing the food, as if stayed stuck in the middle of my throat.
-I've had several times burps with some acid saliva (I'd say it better in french, the thing you feel when you have vomited, the bad taste).
-On a regular basis, on my left throat I have an inflammation.
-Heartburn, I think it is not strictly a heart burn in the classical meaning, but the pain radiating from intestinal world.
-Behind my teeth, in bad shape, as if they were attacked by acid (yellow brownish, not severe, would be unnoticed on a normal person. But very strange, regarding the fact that as everyone of us, I have very good oral hygiene).
-No wisdom teeth, I never had and never will.
-My father has halitosis, doesn't have wisdom teeth neither.
-Sometimes, gum (edit, addendum: gum not gut) bleeding brushing my teeth, I don't brush them in a nervous way.
-More than once a week, teeth pain.
-Often, my head skin scratchs, as my palateb.
-I have noticed sometimes that when I wake up, food is like stuck somewhere in my stomach and suddenly it's as if it was reprocessing digestion. Very bad odor, like rotten food. Gazes are foul.
-My feces are not regular,on a odor perspective sometimes quite good, sometimes horrible, I think I can correlate it with food. But it's hypothetical, not scientific.
-When I took anti acid, my tongue was much more "normal".
-During this period I was not very aware about food coherence, morever I minimized the importance of being analytical with the thing I eat, even it can be for a sure a big issue.
-Fecal smell, specially nose (variable, like an explosion that comes without telling it comes, it's not reccurent, at least I don't think so).
-Edit, addendum: Sometimes, intense dry coughing.
-Edit, addendum: Dry mouth, other times, normal flow of saliva.
-Edit, addendum: Before my anti acid treatment, I had in the region of the colon very regular pain, now I have the impression that it is more intermittent.
That gives some hypothesis:
Candida, intestinal dysbiosis, teeth problem (I don't know what!), I have a issue with acid, a possibility is that it comes and make pnd super strong and sticky and making my tongue white.
Edit, addendum: I think I have a digestive weakness, maybe a lack a digestive enzymes.
P.S: I will never give up, my IQ is far too high and I am far too upset and stubborn to get depressed (I was for collateral reasons, I do a psychotherapy, I think it makes me much more confident even if I still don't have the courage to talk about it but I progress.)
I want to promote a systematic and logical approach, I will give each and every day what I ate and how was my BB. We must change our perspective, stop whining about doctors and getting the stuff done. Awareness doesn't come with crying, even though I completely respect that and sometimes I get depressed. But it's not the answer, staying strong is a must have to get it. I know I can seem pedantic sometimes, I honestly respect people who are here, I have seen smart people (and some dumb one too!), I see potential and hope. Don't get misled or threatened, I am like you, my interest isn't being judgmental. I am pragmatic and believe in science, intellectual rigor, network, structure and collective intelligence.
So, I have halitosis, if I am precise:
-white tongue
-post nasal drip, sometimes I do have sinus ache.
-Went to a gastroboy, according to him, nothing special, he gave me some anti acid for 3 months, it was better.
-Sometimes when I eat, I have a hard time swallowing the food, as if stayed stuck in the middle of my throat.
-I've had several times burps with some acid saliva (I'd say it better in french, the thing you feel when you have vomited, the bad taste).
-On a regular basis, on my left throat I have an inflammation.
-Heartburn, I think it is not strictly a heart burn in the classical meaning, but the pain radiating from intestinal world.
-Behind my teeth, in bad shape, as if they were attacked by acid (yellow brownish, not severe, would be unnoticed on a normal person. But very strange, regarding the fact that as everyone of us, I have very good oral hygiene).
-No wisdom teeth, I never had and never will.
-My father has halitosis, doesn't have wisdom teeth neither.
-Sometimes, gum (edit, addendum: gum not gut) bleeding brushing my teeth, I don't brush them in a nervous way.
-More than once a week, teeth pain.
-Often, my head skin scratchs, as my palateb.
-I have noticed sometimes that when I wake up, food is like stuck somewhere in my stomach and suddenly it's as if it was reprocessing digestion. Very bad odor, like rotten food. Gazes are foul.
-My feces are not regular,on a odor perspective sometimes quite good, sometimes horrible, I think I can correlate it with food. But it's hypothetical, not scientific.
-When I took anti acid, my tongue was much more "normal".
-During this period I was not very aware about food coherence, morever I minimized the importance of being analytical with the thing I eat, even it can be for a sure a big issue.
-Fecal smell, specially nose (variable, like an explosion that comes without telling it comes, it's not reccurent, at least I don't think so).
-Edit, addendum: Sometimes, intense dry coughing.
-Edit, addendum: Dry mouth, other times, normal flow of saliva.
-Edit, addendum: Before my anti acid treatment, I had in the region of the colon very regular pain, now I have the impression that it is more intermittent.
That gives some hypothesis:
Candida, intestinal dysbiosis, teeth problem (I don't know what!), I have a issue with acid, a possibility is that it comes and make pnd super strong and sticky and making my tongue white.
Edit, addendum: I think I have a digestive weakness, maybe a lack a digestive enzymes.
P.S: I will never give up, my IQ is far too high and I am far too upset and stubborn to get depressed (I was for collateral reasons, I do a psychotherapy, I think it makes me much more confident even if I still don't have the courage to talk about it but I progress.)
I want to promote a systematic and logical approach, I will give each and every day what I ate and how was my BB. We must change our perspective, stop whining about doctors and getting the stuff done. Awareness doesn't come with crying, even though I completely respect that and sometimes I get depressed. But it's not the answer, staying strong is a must have to get it. I know I can seem pedantic sometimes, I honestly respect people who are here, I have seen smart people (and some dumb one too!), I see potential and hope. Don't get misled or threatened, I am like you, my interest isn't being judgmental. I am pragmatic and believe in science, intellectual rigor, network, structure and collective intelligence.