bad day

[compor]

Hey guys,

Last few weeks my bb has gone worse, so I became almost completely mute at work... it feels really bad but I was getting use to it. Today when we were driving back home in the company car, with some people that I work with, they got my smell and started whispering each other about opening the window, that they can't breath and kept giggling. I couldn't say anything, damn it felt so bad I wanted to go out and take a bus.

I should've bought myself some powerful alcoholic drinks for tonight, food/alcohol coffee diet won't make much difference for me after all. I avoid all the 'bb-favoring-food', do everything by the book, bb comes back in 1-2 hours. I eat whatever I want, bb comes back in 20-30 minutes. Does it worth it? I am not sure.

If only I didn't have to work, I would've probably stayed home 7/24.

[mimmi]

[dick.karma]

car, elevators, small rooms... i dread these