anyone from so cal ??
Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 5:24 am
Hello Everyone,
I just found this site and I am so glad I did! I've been a member on the yahoo forum for a few months now but I didn't realize so many of the same members are on this site. Anyhow.. This is my third week at my new job. Everything is going downhill. It is so frustrating. I've noticed everyone continues to chew gum and offer me gum all the time. The girls in the office put their hands around their mouth and/or nose when talking to me. I know this all has to do with my bb making them paranoid about their own breath. To make matters worse, I am so concerned about being fired. Also my stress level is through the roof. I am having other health related problems as a result. I am twenty three and went to my heart doc last week and he was very concerned. The findings weren't good. He wanted to know why I was so stressed... not like I was gonna start telling him abt my bb situation. arghhh!!
Anyhow- I really need to be able to talk to someone who has this same condition in person. Does anyone live in the so cal area?? OMG.. I was so depressed after reading that post where one of the girls said they were never able to kiss or kiss passionately with their spouse because of their condition. That is not something I want to hear... I have been isolating myself for a few years now. My problem started when I turned eighteen and I've been pretty much in hiding ever since. I really need someone now though.. I need to start dating again.. I need to go out more.. Knowing that this condition is incurable is devastating.. not something I want to hear.. it all just makes me even more depressed. Anyhow.. Knowing there are other people out there w/this same condition does help a little but I think my situation is probably far worse than what many of you have. I cannot smell my own bb or odor.. I have no idea when it is at its worse.. no tooth paste or mouthwash helps even temporarily mask the odor.. all foods especially water, fruit, and coffee make my bb worse.. when i eat eggs people can smell me a mile away.. hmm.. ok.. enough.. I can't go down this road again tonight.. I need some sleep.. 
I just found this site and I am so glad I did! I've been a member on the yahoo forum for a few months now but I didn't realize so many of the same members are on this site. Anyhow.. This is my third week at my new job. Everything is going downhill. It is so frustrating. I've noticed everyone continues to chew gum and offer me gum all the time. The girls in the office put their hands around their mouth and/or nose when talking to me. I know this all has to do with my bb making them paranoid about their own breath. To make matters worse, I am so concerned about being fired. Also my stress level is through the roof. I am having other health related problems as a result. I am twenty three and went to my heart doc last week and he was very concerned. The findings weren't good. He wanted to know why I was so stressed... not like I was gonna start telling him abt my bb situation. arghhh!!

