Two Questions About BB
Two Questions About BB
1. For
Last edited by a1densmom on Sat May 16, 2015 1:02 am, edited 1 time in total.
3. Yes, all the time...
Ugh... The other day, it was terrible.... I usually don't get reactions this strongly...
Anyway, as usual, I already have the students' desks pulled extra far away from me.. So I begin the lesson... not long into the class I see the two female students (not rude girls at all) not just slightly covering their noses, but actually have their entire hand (sometimes both) over their nose, even while replying to my questions.
I became so uncomfortable I could barely keep track of what I was saying.. I almost felt I had to leave the room.. I just wanted it to end so badly.
After the class, I count the paces it takes to reach where I had the desks... 10.. 10 of my own feet away, and since the girls were at an angle, it could have been more. But let's just say 10 feet. 10 feet breath! The worst part was that my assistant teacher turned on the air conditioning and blasted 20 degree (Centigrade) air for the duration of the class (and a small room for that matter, so the air should have quickly went to work).. Usually I'm the one turning on the air, but 20 degrees, geez! ... it was so freaking cold... and I couldn't bring myself to make a comment about it because I knew exactly why it was on. So the air is blasting over these girls and they can still smell it.. What on Earth is wrong with me?
Ironically, and I often don't waste my time with this stuff, but I used a tiny breath mint before I started that class.. Hilarious how these products that are meant to make breath smell wonderful actually give those with bad breath even WORSE breath!.. If you don't have bad breath, you don't need these shitty products.. If you DO have bad breath, they make them worse! Has the world gone ****ing mad??
But yeah, I actually felt my breath was not just better than normal, but seemed very fresh, from my own perspective... Did I mention I had brushed my teeth and tongue just 45 min before this? What a terrible feeling. I want to love this job.. I want to be like other teachers, and rest my elbow on their desk, kneel down, and ask students questions inches from their faces!
I had a girl stay over recently (the girl who likes to be my good friend but won't get intimate with me) and we had a drink or two the night before (we slept in separate beds naturally)... Anyway, even her morning breath was well above acceptable.. Sometimes I'd even catch it smelling not just neutral, but fantastically attractive. I'm confident if I had breath like that, I could have my way with any women I wanted.
I admitted to a dear friend, over gmail chat today, that my breath smelled like shit, and it's been the bane of my existence for so many years.. I knew it was fruitless to continue what would no doubt become an empty depressing conversation, so I had to leave immediately after typing that. You know how friends and family always try to say helpful things that aren't really helpful to you? That's what I knew this would be.. it would have been very upsetting and embarrassing and I just didn't want to think about it.
I used to be so socially anxious and nervous around people... I've been past that for years, in fact, I want to be social more than ever.. What a brutally dark sort of humor this condition is for us..
Ugh... The other day, it was terrible.... I usually don't get reactions this strongly...
Anyway, as usual, I already have the students' desks pulled extra far away from me.. So I begin the lesson... not long into the class I see the two female students (not rude girls at all) not just slightly covering their noses, but actually have their entire hand (sometimes both) over their nose, even while replying to my questions.
I became so uncomfortable I could barely keep track of what I was saying.. I almost felt I had to leave the room.. I just wanted it to end so badly.
After the class, I count the paces it takes to reach where I had the desks... 10.. 10 of my own feet away, and since the girls were at an angle, it could have been more. But let's just say 10 feet. 10 feet breath! The worst part was that my assistant teacher turned on the air conditioning and blasted 20 degree (Centigrade) air for the duration of the class (and a small room for that matter, so the air should have quickly went to work).. Usually I'm the one turning on the air, but 20 degrees, geez! ... it was so freaking cold... and I couldn't bring myself to make a comment about it because I knew exactly why it was on. So the air is blasting over these girls and they can still smell it.. What on Earth is wrong with me?
Ironically, and I often don't waste my time with this stuff, but I used a tiny breath mint before I started that class.. Hilarious how these products that are meant to make breath smell wonderful actually give those with bad breath even WORSE breath!.. If you don't have bad breath, you don't need these shitty products.. If you DO have bad breath, they make them worse! Has the world gone ****ing mad??
But yeah, I actually felt my breath was not just better than normal, but seemed very fresh, from my own perspective... Did I mention I had brushed my teeth and tongue just 45 min before this? What a terrible feeling. I want to love this job.. I want to be like other teachers, and rest my elbow on their desk, kneel down, and ask students questions inches from their faces!
I had a girl stay over recently (the girl who likes to be my good friend but won't get intimate with me) and we had a drink or two the night before (we slept in separate beds naturally)... Anyway, even her morning breath was well above acceptable.. Sometimes I'd even catch it smelling not just neutral, but fantastically attractive. I'm confident if I had breath like that, I could have my way with any women I wanted.
I admitted to a dear friend, over gmail chat today, that my breath smelled like shit, and it's been the bane of my existence for so many years.. I knew it was fruitless to continue what would no doubt become an empty depressing conversation, so I had to leave immediately after typing that. You know how friends and family always try to say helpful things that aren't really helpful to you? That's what I knew this would be.. it would have been very upsetting and embarrassing and I just didn't want to think about it.
I used to be so socially anxious and nervous around people... I've been past that for years, in fact, I want to be social more than ever.. What a brutally dark sort of humor this condition is for us..