Post Traumatic Stress Disorder caused by my BB.
Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 3:06 am
I had the tonsillectomy on 3/12/07.
I still do not know if I am BB free.
I truly believe that I am suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
The Trauma I am experiencing is a result to the following reactions to my BB:
1. Sweaters pulled over the nose
2. Pregnant woman actually pinching her nose shut when speaking to me
3. Coworkers opening the windows of the car to "get some air" on an extremely hot day
4. Person sitting in front of me on a bus throwing their hands in the air and loudly "whispering" to the person next to them that they can not take it. I knew it was me because the very good friend I was sitting next to had her hand over her nose during our conversation. We had wine with lunch that day
5. 3 year old niece who loves me telling me that me breath smells like pooh pooh and even covering her nose or scrunching up her face when I spoke to her
6. THE BEST ONE...I went to get a colonic and the woman, who smells crap and ass for a living
kept 1 finger under her nose during our conversation both before and after the procedure.
When people hold 1 finger under their nose..there is no room for misinterpretation.
**And many many more..............
So many people were not cured after their tonsillectomy. I maintain that we all must go through a personal process of elimination to find a "cure".
Here's my list:
1. Stopped milk/dairy
2. Stopped caffeine
3. Limited alcohol
4. Not eating meat until dinner (I talk for a living, absolutely no meat during work hours)
5. Purchased Memory Foam pillows and mattress pad (stopped my Post Nasal Drip) I must have been allergic to dust mites. Mites can not penetrate Memory Foam
6. Got 4 wisdom teeth removed at the same time
7. Had painful deep gum cleaning called scaling (cleared up my periodontal disease)
8. Tried every fresh breath scam sold in the USA*** SMART MOUTH DOES NOT WORK**
9. Taking Probiotics (got my bowels moving, constipation no longer an issue)
******Surgery was my last attempt********
I know, I know...all I have to do is just ask someone. It sounds so simple but I am afraid that what is left of my sanity will be lost if I am disappointed yet again.
People are still leaning in to speak to me (like never before) but I am still leaning back, stepping back and turning my head when it is my turn to speak. My friend waitingforrelief was right in saying that it would be a shame if I am doing what I have always done for no reason.
John even gave me a beautiful script to aid me in asking someone about my breath but I haven't found the courage to use it . My 3 year old niece was here this Sunday and I even avoided speaking in her face because I am so afraid of knowing that nothing has changed for me.
Can anyone relate?
I still do not know if I am BB free.
I truly believe that I am suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
The Trauma I am experiencing is a result to the following reactions to my BB:
1. Sweaters pulled over the nose
2. Pregnant woman actually pinching her nose shut when speaking to me
3. Coworkers opening the windows of the car to "get some air" on an extremely hot day
4. Person sitting in front of me on a bus throwing their hands in the air and loudly "whispering" to the person next to them that they can not take it. I knew it was me because the very good friend I was sitting next to had her hand over her nose during our conversation. We had wine with lunch that day
5. 3 year old niece who loves me telling me that me breath smells like pooh pooh and even covering her nose or scrunching up her face when I spoke to her
6. THE BEST ONE...I went to get a colonic and the woman, who smells crap and ass for a living
kept 1 finger under her nose during our conversation both before and after the procedure.
When people hold 1 finger under their nose..there is no room for misinterpretation.
**And many many more..............
So many people were not cured after their tonsillectomy. I maintain that we all must go through a personal process of elimination to find a "cure".
Here's my list:
1. Stopped milk/dairy
2. Stopped caffeine
3. Limited alcohol
4. Not eating meat until dinner (I talk for a living, absolutely no meat during work hours)
5. Purchased Memory Foam pillows and mattress pad (stopped my Post Nasal Drip) I must have been allergic to dust mites. Mites can not penetrate Memory Foam
6. Got 4 wisdom teeth removed at the same time
7. Had painful deep gum cleaning called scaling (cleared up my periodontal disease)
8. Tried every fresh breath scam sold in the USA*** SMART MOUTH DOES NOT WORK**
9. Taking Probiotics (got my bowels moving, constipation no longer an issue)
******Surgery was my last attempt********
I know, I know...all I have to do is just ask someone. It sounds so simple but I am afraid that what is left of my sanity will be lost if I am disappointed yet again.
People are still leaning in to speak to me (like never before) but I am still leaning back, stepping back and turning my head when it is my turn to speak. My friend waitingforrelief was right in saying that it would be a shame if I am doing what I have always done for no reason.
John even gave me a beautiful script to aid me in asking someone about my breath but I haven't found the courage to use it . My 3 year old niece was here this Sunday and I even avoided speaking in her face because I am so afraid of knowing that nothing has changed for me.
Can anyone relate?