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I go out with some friends but it is never the same. I can hardly express myself. I can't laugh or do anything. I had some guys saying why I am so cheerful during chat conversations with lots of smileys, but in real life I hardly laugh. It does suck not being able to talk nor expres yourself. It makes us look like a failure but WE ARE NOT.
I'm so tired of going out seeing someone and then be in this caution mode. DO NOT GET NEAR PERSON. I'm like a robot that cannot expres himself. I hate to be someone I am not. I really wish everything would change one day...please change...please..I don't want bb to hold me back anymore. I don't even want to think about it anymore.. Just make me free like other human beings on this planet...Please free us all!!
Make us able to do the following things we have always dreamed about:
- Engage in group conversations.
- Able to speak confidently with your head held high
- Not having to worry about your bb problem anymore
- Able to expres ourselves like laughing out loud
- Not be afraid of talking to someone from a close distance
- Go to a job interview without being handicapped
- Do your job without having to worry about your bb
- In other words make us live
- Make us be part of it instead of being the strange person
No more mr double b, I want to be mr fb now.
I try to keep my head up every day, but it's almost impossible
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