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I smell like shit and want to
I smell like shit and want to
It was horrible. The entire day they kept calling me stinky and I wanted to cry. I hate myself I want to die. I think God has left me. Why doesnt God answer my calls/prayer.
I cant take it anymore. On my way home people kept coughing on the train. the platform was getting more crowded and people were coughing everywhere I went.
I cant live. Infact, I am not living. I guess what made it worst was that I had no lunch today. I got up and left my house at 6pm because the place was so far from where I live. Then was so busy I had no time to eat.
The other people in the building hate me. I live in an apartment. The other tenants hate me. They want me out. I thought I heard one of the tenants complaining about the shitty smell. Everyday they complain.
I have given up. I dont know how worst it could be.
I floss after every meal and snack.
I brush my tongue after every snack and meal.
I brush my tongue.
I brush my cheek.
I try to eat right.
I gargle with non-alcoholic mouthwash.
But it made no difference whatsoever.
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The world hates me and what is worst is I hate myself.
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My head is hurting so badly from crying. I couldnt keep back the tears. I even cried all the way home because the truth is I am helpless. I cant help myself.
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Daveparker. Its when I leave my house that I get the worst feeling. When I am alone I feel much happier. But I guess I needed the money to pay for bills so I went for it.
lolalola. I know that some days are worst than others but everytime I go out for a job or interview I want to do something to myself. I just had enough. I dont think God is listening to me. Perhaps he doesnt even know I exist.
Halihope. My relatives are the last people on this planet i would talk to. They think I am nasty, bad hygiene and they dont talk to me anymore. In April one of my relatives died and I went to the funeral they didnt really talk to me. I overheard them talking behind my back just as I got out of the shower how I still smelled even after that. They just laugh behind my back. I would rather disappear than talk to them. I have looked but cant seem to find any jobs for newspaper carrier. Just my bad luck because I wouldnt mind getting up early. People cough because the air coming through my nose smells bad as well as my mouth. I dont have to open my mouth for it to smell.
iva. All day yesterday I kept belching and belching. I missed lunch because I was so busy babysitting. The air that came up when I belched smelled like food that I had eaten the day before. Even at 3 pm Istill kept belching. It was the worst experience. I have tonsil stones problems and manage to get a hospital appointment with ENT for this week. I think that my breath might be related to tonsil stones but i am not ruling out stomach. I havent done an endoscopy because I cant afford private care and the public clinic that I go to the doctor is tired of seeing me for referral letters and my bad breath problem. Last time at clinic she dismissed me for bad breath problems and plainly said go to a dentist. I asked her to do some simple test like diabetes, liver and kidney test to rule out any possibilty and she said. NO!!! She refused outright. Maybe she thought I was a waste of public funds and a waste of space.
For these reasons I have lost the will. I really have.
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Do you really want somebody to harmhimself, are you so egoistic?
I really dont know, let this be the last time please
I dont allow to talk about such morbid stuff on this board
I was just in the pits yesterday. I really really had the worst possible time imaginable. We all go through this crap sometimes.
I have a really good personal friend and have spoken to her about my feelings. She really supported me about this problem. If I give up then I will be giving up on her as well. I dont think I can face to hurt her like that especially after all the emotional support.
Jimi, sometimes the burden gets a bit too heavy to carry daily and we all need to vent. Dont chastise me, I just need support .
Sorry again for offending people.
thanatos its not body odor it bad breath. It was confirmed by the children I babysat. Children will tellyou the truth while Adults wont. Trust me on this they kept saying things like put a mint in, someone in this room has bad breath and your breath smells like fart. Definately bad breath.
My ENT doctor also confirmed bad breath when he was examining me. He told me that I had it.
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Recently I was in a similar situation as yourself.
I'm still here and I still have god awful BB. However, I, along with others will always be here for you.
The key to overcoming this depression is to stay positive. Do things that you enjoy that avoids direct contact with people e.g. jogging at night, playing computer games on the Xbox, PS3, PC, chatting on MSN, reading interesting books, watching a good DVD etc.
If you wish to discuss anything, feel free to PM me. I'll be rather busy in the coming months but when I get a chance I will always reply.
In the meantime, take it easy and try not to dwell on the negatives.
I took down some of the text that offended people. Again, I am sorry for offending people.
Halihope. I have been to dentist on a regular basis. Not even one filling or cavity. I recently went last month again to get my teeth de-scaled professionally cleaned. The dentist flatly refused to do the cleaning because she said there was nothing there to clean. She did x-rays and nothing wrong. I told her about the complaints of bad breath and she said its not from my mouth like gum disease or anything like that because I have very good dental hygiene.She said I should check my stomach. She said maybe that could be it.
I have my ENT appointment tomorrow. Please pray that all goes well that doctor will take me seriously and approve surgery for my tonsils because I have tonsil stones and deep tonsil crypts.
Drastic