A guy from CHINA,my story,and some IDEAs
Posted: Thu May 22, 2014 5:20 am
Hello to there all.
I am a guy aged 28 from china.i have been through this nightmare for a whole(or more than) 10 years.
Living with this is not a human life.having no respect from others,no mercy,no love.Its so ****ing strange that people can pitty those with AIDS but when the subject to BODY OR NASAL ODOR,it seems like they just turn their heads away as if i was the demen from hell and do not deserve their save!
i thought my bb was really mild at the begining but i dont know.maybe it wasnt,its just that i didnt find it out.now my bb can alway be smelt by others from my nose breathing and it can reach quick far away like 100 meters.half of my village can smell the discusting smell from time to time.i can hear them snize or cough when i was home.
when i was in high school,i was driven out of a bar by a very rude method.some one asked a child to put hot water onto my back!
and other things that you can imagine,like people run away from me,talk about me,say "***k","shit",such things.
but tried my best to live as best as i can.i did a business that broke the law and earn lots of money,but i was in jail for like 4 months.and i had 3 girl friends and the last one became my wife,and now i have a very sweet baby.
sometimes i was proud of myself,becoz i did it when someone with a normal life cant do what i have done.i have house and car.its a economic standard in china here to judge people if you are good or not.and i did it.
my families love me.my father ,my mother,brother and my wife.when i was in jail,my brother even cried and afraid that i wont get out and would stay in prison for years.
when public people like OBAMA or any one else talk about 'PEOPLE SHOULD LOVE EACH' or such things,i just say in my heart '***k you'.
there's no love between random person and person.i am the exam set by god.if there's love,people would not treated me like that.i am no difference as a man kind.i just got sick.and everyone has the chance to get sick.if they can do this to me,they can do it to any unlucky ones.so insidely,THERE'S NO ****ing LOVE.
but i have a suggestion to you guys LIVING IN AUSTRALIA OR AMERICA OR CANADA.
you people there have LOTS OF LANDS with VERY FEW PEOPLE.the lands there are very CHEAP.you can do something to become a land owner,and live peacefully and quietly there.you can have a wife,a beautiful house with green garden,have childrens,have a car which you can drive to anywhere you want.
that's my dream.and my wife do not feel bad about life like that.its just the land here in china is so ****ing rich.very few people can afford a very big land.you have a chance and choice.
THATS JUST MY SUGGESTION! i know you people do not like OR pretend do not like people commanding you.
THANK YOU FOR READING.
I am a guy aged 28 from china.i have been through this nightmare for a whole(or more than) 10 years.
Living with this is not a human life.having no respect from others,no mercy,no love.Its so ****ing strange that people can pitty those with AIDS but when the subject to BODY OR NASAL ODOR,it seems like they just turn their heads away as if i was the demen from hell and do not deserve their save!
i thought my bb was really mild at the begining but i dont know.maybe it wasnt,its just that i didnt find it out.now my bb can alway be smelt by others from my nose breathing and it can reach quick far away like 100 meters.half of my village can smell the discusting smell from time to time.i can hear them snize or cough when i was home.
when i was in high school,i was driven out of a bar by a very rude method.some one asked a child to put hot water onto my back!
and other things that you can imagine,like people run away from me,talk about me,say "***k","shit",such things.
but tried my best to live as best as i can.i did a business that broke the law and earn lots of money,but i was in jail for like 4 months.and i had 3 girl friends and the last one became my wife,and now i have a very sweet baby.
sometimes i was proud of myself,becoz i did it when someone with a normal life cant do what i have done.i have house and car.its a economic standard in china here to judge people if you are good or not.and i did it.
my families love me.my father ,my mother,brother and my wife.when i was in jail,my brother even cried and afraid that i wont get out and would stay in prison for years.
when public people like OBAMA or any one else talk about 'PEOPLE SHOULD LOVE EACH' or such things,i just say in my heart '***k you'.
there's no love between random person and person.i am the exam set by god.if there's love,people would not treated me like that.i am no difference as a man kind.i just got sick.and everyone has the chance to get sick.if they can do this to me,they can do it to any unlucky ones.so insidely,THERE'S NO ****ing LOVE.
but i have a suggestion to you guys LIVING IN AUSTRALIA OR AMERICA OR CANADA.
you people there have LOTS OF LANDS with VERY FEW PEOPLE.the lands there are very CHEAP.you can do something to become a land owner,and live peacefully and quietly there.you can have a wife,a beautiful house with green garden,have childrens,have a car which you can drive to anywhere you want.
that's my dream.and my wife do not feel bad about life like that.its just the land here in china is so ****ing rich.very few people can afford a very big land.you have a chance and choice.
THATS JUST MY SUGGESTION! i know you people do not like OR pretend do not like people commanding you.
THANK YOU FOR READING.