I just want to be normal
Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2014 3:20 am
I feel very bad. I'm fed up. Always the same, my students rubbing their noses, avoiding asking me questions, cover their noses with their hand, my sisters and brother avoid talking to me, I cry almost every day, I have terrible eye cups because of that. It's been a long time since I don't know how a hug feels- I just want everyone here to have a normal life. This is a bad day for me, I just can't stand it. I have tried almost everything.
I live like a hermit, I just go to work and then alone in my room. My family say I'm antisocial, jaja, my sister says, come on live life, how dare to tell me that when they cover their noses all the time even before I speak or when I'm 3 or 4 meters away. They call me poop, sewer or fart but they ask why I don't want to go out, maybe because people outside are as mean as you I think to myself. I haven' t talked to them about my bad breath and they haven't told me I have it I mean not with words but their reactions are enough I don't want to tell them all the things I have through because I guess they will treat me differently, with sorrow, and don't want that. God are we going to have fresh breath one day? 17 or more years with bad breath haven't been enough?
I live like a hermit, I just go to work and then alone in my room. My family say I'm antisocial, jaja, my sister says, come on live life, how dare to tell me that when they cover their noses all the time even before I speak or when I'm 3 or 4 meters away. They call me poop, sewer or fart but they ask why I don't want to go out, maybe because people outside are as mean as you I think to myself. I haven' t talked to them about my bad breath and they haven't told me I have it I mean not with words but their reactions are enough I don't want to tell them all the things I have through because I guess they will treat me differently, with sorrow, and don't want that. God are we going to have fresh breath one day? 17 or more years with bad breath haven't been enough?
