Tosillectomy on Sept 13
Posted: Wed Sep 05, 2018 1:48 am
Hi Everyone,
My life is so sad right now. I have been fighting with bad breath for the past 3 years. After I started working out to gain muscles is when my BB was so bad maybe it was because of the protein supplement, but I was wrong even after I stop taking the supplements my breath was still bad. I am currently pursuing my degree. I used to have a lot of friends on campus that I worked on a group project with because I am a smart guy who gets things done. For the past 2 years, everybody avoids been in the same group with me because of my breath. At a point, I just don't blame them because we usually booked small rooms to discuss and I can't talk because if I do people started reacting or 'the 'who farted here'', and sometimes they request to open the window blah blah but deep down I know it's because of me and that really breaks me apart. I am really depressed right now when I am with people I speak without looking into there face and some really good friends observed and still want to talk and bear the smell but I feel bad that they are going that far. Sometimes I just say ***k this and never worry about my BB but when I go out and see people's reaction that breaks me apart.
Last December I removed my wisdom teeth hoping that is going to be my cure but I was wrong because if I touch them they smell so bad. I tried so many things and nothing works for me. The only time I have fresh breath was the first time I took metronidazole and it came back while and I have used antibiotics again but it never works for till date. Recently I have been having a lot of tonsil stones and I saw an ENT last month and she said I have holes in my tonsils that traps food and that food if they decay they cause bad breath. She prescribed hydrogen peroxide for gaggling and vitamin A supplement I did it but I didn't have a success. I requested for a tonsillectomy and she refused saying I need my tonsils. Today I saw an ENT and he accepts to remove my tonsils and hopefully this is my cure. My breath is very bad if I take dairy or coffee, sometimes you smell it from far. I am hoping this is my cure because I spent on average 30 mins every night to think about my life and when I see people talking and be very close to each other, that breaks me too. I always ask myself when is that day coming, the day I can speak with people without feeling guilty inside me. Another thing is people sometimes offer me gum or toothpaste and one of my friend was bold enough to buy me a toothbrush and toothpaste I accepted it but deep down I was like I wish it was that easy. The saddest part is people think the BB is because is I don't brush my teeth and that hurts me a lot. I have my tonsillectomy next week and hopefully I WILL BE CURED.
My life is so sad right now. I have been fighting with bad breath for the past 3 years. After I started working out to gain muscles is when my BB was so bad maybe it was because of the protein supplement, but I was wrong even after I stop taking the supplements my breath was still bad. I am currently pursuing my degree. I used to have a lot of friends on campus that I worked on a group project with because I am a smart guy who gets things done. For the past 2 years, everybody avoids been in the same group with me because of my breath. At a point, I just don't blame them because we usually booked small rooms to discuss and I can't talk because if I do people started reacting or 'the 'who farted here'', and sometimes they request to open the window blah blah but deep down I know it's because of me and that really breaks me apart. I am really depressed right now when I am with people I speak without looking into there face and some really good friends observed and still want to talk and bear the smell but I feel bad that they are going that far. Sometimes I just say ***k this and never worry about my BB but when I go out and see people's reaction that breaks me apart.
Last December I removed my wisdom teeth hoping that is going to be my cure but I was wrong because if I touch them they smell so bad. I tried so many things and nothing works for me. The only time I have fresh breath was the first time I took metronidazole and it came back while and I have used antibiotics again but it never works for till date. Recently I have been having a lot of tonsil stones and I saw an ENT last month and she said I have holes in my tonsils that traps food and that food if they decay they cause bad breath. She prescribed hydrogen peroxide for gaggling and vitamin A supplement I did it but I didn't have a success. I requested for a tonsillectomy and she refused saying I need my tonsils. Today I saw an ENT and he accepts to remove my tonsils and hopefully this is my cure. My breath is very bad if I take dairy or coffee, sometimes you smell it from far. I am hoping this is my cure because I spent on average 30 mins every night to think about my life and when I see people talking and be very close to each other, that breaks me too. I always ask myself when is that day coming, the day I can speak with people without feeling guilty inside me. Another thing is people sometimes offer me gum or toothpaste and one of my friend was bold enough to buy me a toothbrush and toothpaste I accepted it but deep down I was like I wish it was that easy. The saddest part is people think the BB is because is I don't brush my teeth and that hurts me a lot. I have my tonsillectomy next week and hopefully I WILL BE CURED.