What keeps everyone going?
Posted: Sun Mar 31, 2019 6:42 am
Hey everyone,
I haven't posted in a while, and am going onto my 6th year with BB. I am wondering what keeps you guys from just calling it quits? I loved my life before this. I liked who I was as a person, I volunteered, I was positive, and ambitious. I loved to laugh. I had great relationships with friends, my family, and dated a lot. Im good looking, I was fit and worked out every single day, watched what I ate... I have none of this anymore.
I feel like im just in a constant state of mourning a life that I don't have anymore and I fear that my mind, soul, and body is giving up on me.
Im going to turn 30 this year, and im not sure I have it in me to begin a chapter of my life that I envisioned being the best years of my life, the way I am now. My 20's have gone on without me truly being present in them.
So! What keeps y'all going? What do you do on your spare time? What do you look forward to? What makes you guys happy, and laugh, and forget about all this pain?
I haven't posted in a while, and am going onto my 6th year with BB. I am wondering what keeps you guys from just calling it quits? I loved my life before this. I liked who I was as a person, I volunteered, I was positive, and ambitious. I loved to laugh. I had great relationships with friends, my family, and dated a lot. Im good looking, I was fit and worked out every single day, watched what I ate... I have none of this anymore.
I feel like im just in a constant state of mourning a life that I don't have anymore and I fear that my mind, soul, and body is giving up on me.
Im going to turn 30 this year, and im not sure I have it in me to begin a chapter of my life that I envisioned being the best years of my life, the way I am now. My 20's have gone on without me truly being present in them.
So! What keeps y'all going? What do you do on your spare time? What do you look forward to? What makes you guys happy, and laugh, and forget about all this pain?