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Pray for me.

Posted: Sun Apr 21, 2019 1:52 pm
by hopelessone
For those of you who pray, pray for me. It's a very bad and angst-y day. It's Easter and I will be visiting with family. My angst-meter is off the charts right about now. I'm so weary of this curse where there is no escape from. This song's lyrics speak my heart.

Im tired, I'm worn
My heart is heavy
from the work it takes
to keep on breathing

My soul feels crushed
by the weight of this world
And I know that You can give me rest
so I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
let me know the struggle ends
that You can mend a heart
that's frail and torn

I wanna know a song can rise
from the ashes of a broken life
and all that's dead inside
can be reborn

Cause I'm worn

I know I need
to lift my eyes up
but I'm too weak
life just won't let up

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUEy8nZvpdM

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Sun Apr 21, 2019 4:34 pm
by hopelessone
I'm not going visiting.

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Sun Apr 21, 2019 9:24 pm
by Gluten-free
Hopelessone did you start changing your diet to figure out, what is going on? Stop with bread, oatmeal and gluten. To see what is going to happen.

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Mon Apr 22, 2019 5:26 am
by whatdidido
Hopelessone, if you need a friend, please shoot me a message.

also, this one speaks to my heart. its ****ing depressing but it helps me cry It all out for a few days and get on with life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfF4t9-wpCM

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Mon Apr 22, 2019 5:16 pm
by hopelessone
Gluten-free wrote: Sun Apr 21, 2019 9:24 pm Hopelessone did you start changing your diet to figure out, what is going on? Stop with bread, oatmeal and gluten. To see what is going to happen.
I try healthy eating, etc. but who knows what's really healthy, considering the GMO's, etc.

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Mon Apr 22, 2019 5:23 pm
by hopelessone
whatdidido wrote: Mon Apr 22, 2019 5:26 am Hopelessone, if you need a friend, please shoot me a message.

also, this one speaks to my heart. its ****ing depressing but it helps me cry It all out for a few days and get on with life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfF4t9-wpCM
Sheeeesh, I can relate to this.

It's a taste of what searing and inconsolable pain sounds like.

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Mon Apr 22, 2019 5:25 pm
by hopelessone
Guess how many times I listened to that song I linked to in the OP yesterday?

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Sat May 11, 2019 7:51 pm
by hopelessone
It's another one of those days.....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUEy8nZvpdM

Re: Pray for me.

Posted: Tue May 14, 2019 4:01 am
by Kd1994
I find these comforting.
1Peter 5:7
Psalm 34:18