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cn032107 wrote:hello.
i dont know how to start honestly. i have bad breath for at least four years now. and those four years were the worst years of my life. i am a student, 18 years old, Filipino.
i have been convincing myself to go to a dentist since last year to 'cure' myself but i was too embarrassed. 2008 came and said to myself, I REALLY have to start the year right and by 'right', i mean 'be cured'. but after reading all your posts here that most of you guys have not been cured, i was just discouraged. i was supposed to go to a dentist today but i lost my hope. i mean, you guys are from US, UK and first world countries and the technologies are readily available to you and i am just a poor kid from a third world country. i feel like i am the only filipino with bad breath. i want to help my parents to have a luxury life but i feel that i can never give that life to them because of bad breath. i dont have a future i guess. i cant make any friends and i feel soooooo alone. my closest friends think i am weird because i rarely talk. i am not open to them about my 'problem' although they probably know that already. i always pretend that i have cough so i can cover my mouth with a hankie when speaking to people. i am afraid of dying alone.. im kinda loosing my hope but i am really trying to be strong. i dont mean to make this a very sad story but i just have to let it all out.
thank you for reading.. now i feel someone is really listening to me.
