My bad breath story

[coconuthead]

[hali_grl]

hi
feel the same way i hav social anxiety im such an outgoing funny person on the inside but live like a hermit. i too dnt like going out unless i hav to shopping, gas stations, etc ppl behind me and in front make faces. i just started my 1st job in 2yrs last mon and already called out fri bc of anxiety. i want to quit so bad my familys mad at me for not coming around but i feel they really dnt want to smell my breath i kno they talk about me behind my back my mom once made a joke saying somebody breath is so stink im putting a pc of gum in my mouth everyone laughed. my aunts, sis, brothers, cousins hav joked or laughed about my bb in front of me subliminly sometimes direct and hav the nerve to wonder why i dnt come around. the ony one who has never commented is my ex we are on n off i kno bc of my bb he keeps his hand by his nose and never get real close unless were intimate.he always say he loves me which i know he does but i know we are not 2gather bc my bb ive been with him since i was 15 im 25 and started getting bb at 20 so he had 5yrs of bb free and aybe hanging on to the old me.
this raw food thing i really believe this is the only way and i will do and give up anything to stop bb. my job pays pretty good so i figure i will fix bb with raw diet buy a brand new wardrobe, keep hair n nails, get a new car, redecorate my apt, and always come around smelling perfumed laughing ad smiling to show all those who talked bad about me how much my life hav changed. i can'twait to see reactions.