
I don't want to go through this alone because
I feel like I'm the only who has bb in my school.
I'm a circus freak surrounded by the "normals"
and I guess I'm the one who is to be ignored because of
my *sigh* problem.
So I feel like I always keep my mouth shut

even when I have something fun or interesting to say...
Because of that I lack social skills and my "group of friends" always
exclude me since I don't say anything.
I'm always the listener and everyone's the talker...

I wish that someday I would have a chance to be free of bb
to make new friends and keep old ones.
Because of me being silent for so long,
I don't even know how to make friends anymore...
That's why everyone thinks I'm a shy person
even though I was the loudmouth before bb.
Are we a family?
I'm so scared I feel like I'm in a dark corner and
I have to stay in it forever.
How will I get a boyfriend?
How will I go on a date longer than 3 minutes???
How will I kiss someone?
HOW WILL I MARRY??????????
I never even hugged a boy....
T.T
I'm guessing I'll be a virgin for a looooonnnnggg time....