I’m not living anymore
Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2025 10:02 am
Hello everyone. Im writing this because I suffer from bb for as long as my school days.
Now What I feel is a metalic taste in my mouth and the impression i have saliva in my troath 24/7.
Even after my cleaning routine I dont feel my mouth is 100% clean…
In school I had people saying What is that smell while waiting in line before a class just next to me. One time telling me directly you have bad breath in a bus during a school trip. At that Time I wasnt too stressed about it had my parents and family around every day so it did not affect me. I was brushing 2-3 times a Day just toothpaste and brush.
As the years passed it got worse, I had really trouble focusing because of This the reactions of people backing away and turning. One traumatic event happened at a training to work around kids ( in centers where they can stay and play all day, do activities) during this week of training I lost my mind seeing all the reactions and was traumatized, my parents had to get me before the end of it. Since This event I’m ultra careful on how I talk to people everything is planned around my bb. I always have gum with me and make sure I brush my teeth before going out. At one point when I was about to start working a job, i told myself I need to beat This I cannot stay like This so I:
Worked out a lot to improve my image and remove stress ( running, muscle building )
Started to take digestive enzymes during meals ( I saw in a forum a similar situation to me where the person was cured)
In diet I ate more fruits and vegetables and cut out meat for a while ( told my entourage I became vegan)
This gave me positive results for some time and I got some kind of normalcy but still I had bb.
During Covid 2020 - 2021 everything shutdown but I was still working, my job did 100% remote so ( no contact with people other than close family ) This allowed me to relax, to work on myself, build confidence. I also relied on prayer as I believe in Jesus Christ it helped A LOT. By 2023 I was a New man and it was like I had 0 odor. We returned to office work twice a week. I was speaking to every one with no fear in my heart. I was getting looks and Good treatment from women and men everywhere, Life was easy (seriously)
My cleaning routine :
Oil pulling with coconut oil first thing in the morning (15min)
Flossing (only after lunch and at night)
Tongue scraping (3x day)
Brush for 3 min (3x day)
I made sure to brush after every meal ( Even at the office)
Everything was going in the right direction until I injure my back in early 2024 (hernia). I could no longer exercise had to stay at home, could not go at the office for one entire year. At some point in late 2024 the bb came back and I was in shock I havent change my routine but it CAME BACK. I went to see a stomach doctor he told me I had acid reflux ( never had This before ) i took treatment with pills reducing acidity in the stomach and acid blockers. It helped for a while i gained my confidence back was able to return to gym, and doing everything I use to. But in April 2025 I got a very bad stomach infection after eating fast food my belly was Hurting for 3 days. I eventually got Over it with meds but since This it has been HELL odor wise.
I have reactions every time I have to stay close to people ( church, social évents, airplane, work ) Im following a very strict dental routine but still réactions. Every Time going to the dentist they tell me I have Great teeth, never suffered any infection in my mouth… but still bb.
Even when I don’t open my mouth it looks like people can smell something. Me I dont smell anything and my close family ( sisters, parents, Even my best friend says he never smelled anything). My parents are very concerned about my love Life and This obsession ( Im in my 30´s) never had the chance to introduce them a girl because of This…
Yesterday I was in church and some kids sat next to me a minute later they started covering their nose looking at their phone and the first chance they got Left… a lady sat next to me she started to sniff and shake her legs for no reasons, I went back home feeling bad.
If you have an idea of What could help Im all ears, thanks. Sorry for the english mistakes.
Now What I feel is a metalic taste in my mouth and the impression i have saliva in my troath 24/7.
Even after my cleaning routine I dont feel my mouth is 100% clean…
In school I had people saying What is that smell while waiting in line before a class just next to me. One time telling me directly you have bad breath in a bus during a school trip. At that Time I wasnt too stressed about it had my parents and family around every day so it did not affect me. I was brushing 2-3 times a Day just toothpaste and brush.
As the years passed it got worse, I had really trouble focusing because of This the reactions of people backing away and turning. One traumatic event happened at a training to work around kids ( in centers where they can stay and play all day, do activities) during this week of training I lost my mind seeing all the reactions and was traumatized, my parents had to get me before the end of it. Since This event I’m ultra careful on how I talk to people everything is planned around my bb. I always have gum with me and make sure I brush my teeth before going out. At one point when I was about to start working a job, i told myself I need to beat This I cannot stay like This so I:
Worked out a lot to improve my image and remove stress ( running, muscle building )
Started to take digestive enzymes during meals ( I saw in a forum a similar situation to me where the person was cured)
In diet I ate more fruits and vegetables and cut out meat for a while ( told my entourage I became vegan)
This gave me positive results for some time and I got some kind of normalcy but still I had bb.
During Covid 2020 - 2021 everything shutdown but I was still working, my job did 100% remote so ( no contact with people other than close family ) This allowed me to relax, to work on myself, build confidence. I also relied on prayer as I believe in Jesus Christ it helped A LOT. By 2023 I was a New man and it was like I had 0 odor. We returned to office work twice a week. I was speaking to every one with no fear in my heart. I was getting looks and Good treatment from women and men everywhere, Life was easy (seriously)
My cleaning routine :
Oil pulling with coconut oil first thing in the morning (15min)
Flossing (only after lunch and at night)
Tongue scraping (3x day)
Brush for 3 min (3x day)
I made sure to brush after every meal ( Even at the office)
Everything was going in the right direction until I injure my back in early 2024 (hernia). I could no longer exercise had to stay at home, could not go at the office for one entire year. At some point in late 2024 the bb came back and I was in shock I havent change my routine but it CAME BACK. I went to see a stomach doctor he told me I had acid reflux ( never had This before ) i took treatment with pills reducing acidity in the stomach and acid blockers. It helped for a while i gained my confidence back was able to return to gym, and doing everything I use to. But in April 2025 I got a very bad stomach infection after eating fast food my belly was Hurting for 3 days. I eventually got Over it with meds but since This it has been HELL odor wise.
I have reactions every time I have to stay close to people ( church, social évents, airplane, work ) Im following a very strict dental routine but still réactions. Every Time going to the dentist they tell me I have Great teeth, never suffered any infection in my mouth… but still bb.
Even when I don’t open my mouth it looks like people can smell something. Me I dont smell anything and my close family ( sisters, parents, Even my best friend says he never smelled anything). My parents are very concerned about my love Life and This obsession ( Im in my 30´s) never had the chance to introduce them a girl because of This…
Yesterday I was in church and some kids sat next to me a minute later they started covering their nose looking at their phone and the first chance they got Left… a lady sat next to me she started to sniff and shake her legs for no reasons, I went back home feeling bad.
If you have an idea of What could help Im all ears, thanks. Sorry for the english mistakes.